#11052022

[brokenboysfrombrokenhomes]

And then they kissed again

[ancientangel333]

3 consecutive years without a halloween costume so i am starting my planning early as in right now

it's gonna be a lot to work on like sculpting a horse skull mask and sewing together a coat and pants with various animal hides and furs but it will be so fun and it will be so worth it because it's gonna look amazing and cool and awesome

maybe i'll share my sketches and ideas once i've got a concrete plan on what i'm gonna do

[yourbreadboisoobin]

Even the creator himself is embarrassed and he expects us to do it💀-

[suukc]

[bronze44]

#buenasuerte #powerball #lucky #lifeisgood #11052022 (at Lichine's Liquor & Deli) https://www.instagram.com/p/CklwTl1vj7j/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[plushcutecunny]

my interests are broad... expect a lot of randomness here, oh and a lot of me being a tease in photos ;)

[orpheusterminals]

#11052022 #guyfawkesnight #thesun #tarot (at Brooklyn, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/CklU_N0r-qf/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[mortifiedandawesome]

I wish to God I knew what the hell my sleeping subconscious brain thinks it's up to.

Or what demon slumbering god feels when it projects images of hell In my mind.

The usual weird version of a workplace, twisted and distorted amalgams of different jobs and different coworkers through different times again, that dream is expected although once again a new variety this time involving transporting a single gallon of ice cream that kept melting, gargantuan steel doors, essentially circling a huge building three times as my ice cream melts, and witnessing a freight truck which design alternates from a semi truck to a garbage truck to a regular truck every time I look at it, but to enter a loading dock it essentially has to drive vertically up a wall which absolutely shreds the truck and men have to sort of climb the refuse to shove it into the building? Is it delivering ice cream? I can't actually tell what the substance is inside the vehicle. I don't understand the relevance in my head. I haven't had ice cream in weeks. I haven't worked in a factory in years. I've never worked in an ice cream factory.

And then the dream shifted into me being in a specific town / city which does exist, however the design and shape it was like if somebody made a Tron City out of regular materials. Angular and nonsensical visually with no sight of people until you get into a building.

When I was in a building, it was like a warehouse store with goods on steel girders and eventually you get your section that actually felt like a store. I'm pushing a cart but at the same time I'm carrying boxes, one of those dreams where you're doing different things and it doesn't stay stable.

I specifically bought a scanner (off camera, not during this dream) which is a large white/grey handgun plastic thing with a SD card, it takes a photo as well as scans a code on a purchase. In the dream, you pick the item off of the shelf and scan it and then you put it in your cart? I don't think you have paid for it yet. It is a very acceptable and modern thing to do. I have used it to both scan the items and take photographs of where I am at to remember the time I was at this place.

I reach an area that has more merchandise like you would see in a store and there are other people and this one guy, and I don't think he works there! He has on this fake happy smile that you know is hiding glaring anger. The words are lost to me now that I am awake but he said to the effect 'don't use a scanner use your phone!'

Lo and behold, people were using their phones and not scanners. I don't know what the reasoning was behind him giving a damn what I was using, or what the difference is. I kept trying to put the scanner in my waistband at least when I was around this guy.

I see two celebrities who are just regular guys from podcasts and they are on a PA system doing both a comedy routine and a sales pitch for something. I get the impression that this is a regular event. I am milling about observing them do their antics. This is an intersection that has sort of a fake ceiling, like a fabric tent indoors or something. Like fireworks-sales huge.

One of the items on display is a very large television that looks like an old style console system but in my dream mind I know that it is still a modern TV but I wonder what is inside the box if the screen is flat. There is a sticker on it and I sort of read that it's 86 inches, but it is fairly a square screen with rounded edges. If I measure it while awake in my mind I would say it was about 27 in screen size but the rest of the thing was wooden. There are lamps, various other merchandise for the home. I am still carrying boxes but I don't know what I have purchased or am going to purchase.

At this point I realize I had set the scanner down somewhere and now I don't know where it is. It is now a lost item and I am consoling myself that the pictures that were on the card really we're not important.

Now I am in a vehicle? It is night? I am driving around essentially still in that fictional city version of a real city. I am heavily thinking in my dream, so it is like I am driving around thinking, and not really paying attention to the actual surroundings.

This is the part that annoys me the most, as in my brain, in this alternate world where I have different feelings, I am coming up with different scenarios and plans in which to restart conversations with someone I haven't spoken to in many years irl. And all my dreams and all my life, my dream-brain actually comes up with a plausible plan. It has never come up with a real plan for my real life.

AND IT'S ONE I DEFINITELY DON'T WANT TO DO IN REAL LIFE.

Mainly because it comes from an emotion of forgiveness which I certainly am not about to do. In my dream, I'm excited about the plan because it will definitely work. (IRL it definitely would. The plan is just an ice breaker) as sleep begins to fade more and more of my awake brain chimes in to my sleeping brain, and explains why would you want to do that? Example A example B.. which then slowly wakes myself up and bang! Instant depression.

Ugggh.