#2:59pm

[dimlightprincess]

He began to chat me na everyday. And again, i don't initiate the first chat, like i did to max before. I am really that kind of person na hindi mangunguna magchat. I know na the moves, kasi i am familiar with it na. And i will really stick to my plan, On not to be attached again on a person, online. Cheolteru! Di na ako madadala sa kahit anong gestures, hindi na ako massweetan sa kahit ano. Hindi na rin ako, madadala sa atensyon na binibigay saken, at higit sa lahat, hindi na ako magaassume. I will just go with the flow, while guarding my heart. I will be very cautious, on my actions. I will not give any amount of sweetness or what. Kaya tadhana. Asa ka pa. Not this time. Pakyu

[drowsy-me-posts]

I don't know how long this feeling will last but I feel hopeful - I feel strong enough to stand up and start walking, our memories and promises left behind. I won't be able to replace you so soon, my heart is still in shambles but I'm gonna start picking up the pieces now instead of staring at them.

[closetgremlin]

Nerd

[an13ty-archive]

I haven't done anything to myself recently like I seriously haven't self harmed in so long but I really fucking want to I just want to feel something I just want to be in control of my own fucking body for once and how I feel

[stumblingonvodka]

lol

I know this is better but it still hurts like a motherfucker:)))

[tigergoesrawh]

I miss you

[blahdeej]

I'm taking this one day at a time. Some days I'll wake up feeling great and unstoppable and others I'll wake up feeling like the way I did today, empty and unmotivated. I'm fine at this moment but I hate those little moments of me losing myself. I'm distancing myself from everyone so that no one no longer has a chance of hurting me. I just need God, myself, close friends, and family. Literally everybody else can wait for my presence.

[luckyleolion]

I am so gassy