#2018sucks

[sugarbaskets32]

[pejjespelar]

Ser 2018 som det ena avslutet efter det andra. Glad att skitåret är över så får vi se vad 2019 har att erbjuda #pejjestyle #retinitispigmentosa #2018sucks #2019 #gottnyttår2019 https://www.instagram.com/p/BsENZT1h3gp/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wcmbpo0ibsps

[stseanoftheknife]

After 30 years of faithful service, my waffle iron's heating element gave up the ghost. This was a Christmas gift from my Mom when I was still in high school. I wanted the exact model my Grandma used to make waffles for us (side of Smith's hotdogs FTW!). Goodbye, sweet appliance. #2018sucks (at House of Sanguine Bookery) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqnLVptH0dw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=jnyaiu2rtjtb

[tracilala]

Hope is a good one 🤞🏼😛 . . #2018sucks #heresto2019 https://www.instagram.com/p/BqYtYyvHkE5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=t5ignld8zvmo

[thatgirlkarijean-blog]

2018 Can Suck It!

I started this year off feeling on top of the world. 2017 had begun with my best friend of 4 years and I starting a new chapter in our lives by becoming a couple. I got custody of my niece in October and by December he had asked me to marry him.

2018 should have been my year! When I think about how happy I was at the start of this year my heart literally hurts.

February 8, 2018: My fiance's bipolar disorder got worse and he took himself off his meds. We get this all taken care of of and enjoy planning our wedding.

April 10, 2018: His ex-girlfriend and their 5 year old twins get into a horrible car accident. His son was flung from the car and his daughter is found sitting by her brother. They were both injured but luckily would make a full recovery. Their mom's injuries were much worse. Her family had to let her go 4 days later.

April 26, 2018: After we get the kids home and settled I get a phone call on my way to work from him and listen as he tells me that we are not gonna work out and that I need to pack my things and leave.

May 7, 2018: My wedding dress arrives and totally shattered me. It is still in my closet and it makes me cry every time I look at it.

May 20, 2018: After a month of fighting I was finally able to get the rest of my things from his house. I had to tell his little girl who I was very close too that I wouldn't be back. She asked me why. I had no answer for her. I didn't know then anymore than I know now what happened.

June 19, 2018: My neice tried to commit suicide.

July 21, 2018: A dear friend passed away.

August 18, 2018: I should have walked down the aisle to the man of my dreams. We should have officially made our families one. This day should have been one the happiest days of my life.

August 30, 2018: The day after my birthday my niece attempted suicide for the second time. We came very close to losing her. Luckily we didn't.

September 11, 2018: I find out that I will be losing my job because my employer has to downsize his business dramatically or risk losing it altogether.

I can't take much more shit! This year has been absolute shit. I understand that there are people in the world who have it much worse. I understand that things could be worse for me but enough is enough. I'm tired of being tired. Things have got to get better or I am gonna end up losing my mind.

Sorry for ranting but I had to get it out. It's been one thing after the other and I am just done. This wasn't my plan. This was supposed to be such a happy year and now there are very few memories I can think back to that don't cause my heart hurt.

[spinachandmushrooms]

Sweet Wicket. He loved to cuddle, but not to be held. He loved to say hello and goodbye at the window. He was tender with his sister and patient with his adopted brother. He was curious and sweet. He was like the little ewok we named him after. #family #wicketpoo #2018sucks

[secretly-damaged]

1 hour into the new year and I already wish I wasn't here.