#2am posts

[imaveryevilgirl]

monks are dumb you have an entire monestary full of other guys with shared interests as you but you DON'T fuck them? or. or anyone?

[caldera1000-7]

I'll probably add more onto this when I can write more. For now I'll dump these maybe along with some basic thoughts before I write a long analysis a few hours from now.

To sum up a thought instead of my upcoming dump-analysis and random theorizing. This reason could be Akutagawa seeing a value in a life which isn't his own. In beast we see him trying to teach those who killed his friends the value of a life through killing them, and eventually even lost his own way and hadn't noticed how he basically didn't show how to value his sisters life or his own with his recklessness until it was too late. And here we may get the answer would be throughout everything he may of seen a value in Atsushi's life, a life other than his own. Someone similar to him but so different, the other side of the coin. I can't describe properly right now but I had a random thought before on how this shows Akutagawa kind of saving himself or past self in a way but differently from when he said he was glad for Kyouka but thats for next time where I write more.

Earlier than this we see Dazai saying he knows why.

Throughout this series its obvious how much they both grew from each other and how their bonds shifted, beast gave me even more insight into how they would be as friends even (atsushi and akutagawa that is.) And them being the successful soukoku is something I enjoy a lot, from Mori and Fukuzawa which are black and white and completely don't see eye to eye or can be a working team, to Dazai and Chuuya who were forced to work together for their capabilities despite not getting along but they are there for eachother when things depend on it as comrades, then theres Akutagawa and Atsushi Yin and Yang - even their designs are showing how they all are so different and how they would work together or not. SSKK balances each other out, (I still don't think SSKK is a good name for their Yin and Yang relation.) But anyways, these two have so much development its amazing.

I know there are many theories surrounding Akutagawa currently with his memory loss etc. But over here he technically is saving/protecting a "commoner" or the "innocent" just as Knight Akutagawa says. And he as a character if you look back has always been a bit of a protector, as we know with his now deceased friends in the slums. Not to mention Rashomon is not just offensive but defensive, which can kind of show how it protects himself and could protect others - just another thought.

Akutagawa's death definitely influenced/impacted/affected Atsushi alot, not even in a shipping POV but as a canon appreciator and theorist/overanalyst I have to say this scene is one of my favourites. And Akutagawa gaining some (or all I am not sure as of now) of his memories after this MAKES SENSE! Because Akutagawa literally has been trying to kill atsushi for so long, their promise was even for him not to kill anyone for 6 months before the death battle with Atsushi (which I kinda hope still happens and ends like how beast's battle between them ended kind of.) And it is a big impactful thing to Akutagawa because this was a moment where he sacrificed himself, for someone who had most of his things being wants and obtaining that wanted goal which stems from selfishness (which atsushi similarily has) this was a selfless act for protecting someone, someone who has become worthy of being saved? Someone who just deserves to live because he now fully understands the value of others' lives? Of course Akutagawa would "wake up" after Atsushi sacrificed himself and said the same words he did since its quite a big deal to his whole character. Also an honerable mention to 55 minutes?! I will make a separate thing on random thoughts of Akutagawa and Rashomon at some point about the cutting through space - or rather how he manages to retain consciousness or memories despite certain things or losing them. Maybe the things that impact him impact him that much that it sticks no matter what. In 55 minutes when he was dying in flames after searching for Higuchi and having his moment of last words - when the time is reversed we see he still remembered the exact time of the disaster, and himself burning he remembers, he also made sure to check up on Higuchi near around that time too so he remembered quite a lot for someone who died and wasn't supposed to have ANY memory of something that never HAPPENED YET. Yet he retained some of it, and VAMPIRE Aku also had some of his consciousness as Atsushi spoke or when he SAVED/SPARED Aya. (Also random noting that the vapirism had no affect on Atsushi.) Aku still kept his promise like the man of honor he is, and this even shows how he'd still protect a child and have moments of memory despite being a vampire who is supposed to only take orders and be mindless like a DOG which Aku HAS been to the mafia but an uncontrollable one too. So what I see is that he really does have something going on with memories and how things personally impacting him plays a huge role in his character and character development which is obvious because Dazai...

[raccoonwithakeyboardufo]

Letting me near a keyboard in the early hours of the morning when I'm sleep deprived is dangerous anyways have whatever the fuck this feverdream nightmare is.

TW for Cannibalism, murder, eldrich bullshit with people turning into bugs, Idk man just general weird shit.

Gremblo splorkus was an honest man. He always made time to scroft in the wheatfields and frolic in the wine barrels. The townsfolk loved to suck on his meat pistols in the afternoon. He was the best meat pistol salesman in all of the land.

One day, unfortunately and however, a famine fell over the town. The famine ravaged the land, and several groiks were wilted and the wheat began to taste sour. So Gremblo splorkus decided that to spare his family of their fate, he would eat his family.

The first to go was his wife. He lured her into the bedroom, promising a night of passionate lovemaking. They licked eachothers tongues and suckled on eachother's teeth lovingly as they rolled around on the ceiling.

"Oh Gremblo splorkus" His wife said. "Although the famine is raging ever so, I am so glad our love still burns brightly as always."

"Indeed my sweet fermented slice of cheesecake. Mold is growing, we will be ready." Gremblo said between licks of the inside of his wife's ear. "But the famine grows strong. You and our children will surely starve."

"I care not for starvation!" His wife said. "Now let us doink our flangles until the sun turns into one massive eyeball!"

"No." Gremblo splorkus said. Then he pulled a shotgun out from his secret flesh pocket and shot his wife in the gut.

His wife screamed in agony as Gremblo splorkus licked his lips and rolled his eyes into the back of his skull. "HAROLD!!! HAAAAAARROOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLDDDDDDD!!!!" She cried out as Gremblo splorkus got down on all fours and began muttering in tongues as he crawled over to his wife and began slurping up her insides like spaghetti.

"Daddy daddy daddy!" the voice of a small child sounded out. Gremblo's neck extended to see where the sound was coming from and found little Thronkus walking out from around the corner. "Your meal looks delicious! Can I join you in consuming mother?"

"You may join your mother in being consumed." And just like that, Gremblo's jaw extended and bit little Thronkus' head clean off his shoulders, crunghing it like a watermelon.

The blood tasted good, Gremblo desired even more. And just like that he went around the house devouring his offspring like popcorn. Sometimes they cried, sometimes they begged to join him, other times they tried to consume him but failed.

When all of his family was dead and devoured, Gremblo splorkus emerged from his residence and let out a shriek. "I…. BEAR…. SUSTAINANCE!!!!!!!!!" He shrieked out, his screams shattering the eardrums of many of the resitents of the village.

One by one, the citizens gargled in cheer and decended upon the carcasses of the family that Gremblo splorkus had worked so hard to build, only to be consumed in a time of need. But that is okay, everyone will be eaten. Whenever there is hunger, it is only a matter of time.

Of course, that time is not without consequences. The sky turned blortimony allequinne and the clouds were replaced by eyeballs not long after the feast commenced. A booming voice sounded from the heavens.

"YOU ALL HAVE SINNED." Jillopy boomed out. "FOR THAT, YOU SHALL BE SENTANCED TO AN ETERNITY OF BUGS!!!!!"

And just like that, the forms of the townsfolk morphed and bended and changed for the better. They were enlightened now, or so they thought. For agony began to overtake them. They twisted and bended and morphed into something unrecognizable. And then they were one with the trees, just like the idol that changed them for breaking the laws of nature.

They lived out their lives until they were eaten by the birds in the sky. And then the birds went through the same famine and in turn got transformed into beings below them. As the cycle will and has always continue. Something to consider the next time you decide to consume your wife and children.

The End.

[scribblesfromnowhere]

I don’t know about you but alcohol doesn’t magically create a new personality. At least not for me.

I’m not losing control. I’m temporarily allowing a different part of me to drive...and then later blame the alcohol so people don’t judge sober-me.

I’m not forgetting anything. I’m not out of control.

I’m consciously giving myself permission in that moment…and the next morning I go, “oops I was drunk.”

But the truth is, I KNEW EXACTLY WHAT I WAS DOING. I DID IT BECAUSE I WANTED TO.

- scribblesfromnowhere

[daenystheedreamer]

jaehaerys was a dick tomatoes tomatoes boo we hate your jaehussy

[chainlink32]

My ass is not eeping

[trckstergods]

Begging my cat to come back to bed after I move wrong like some sort of scorned lover

[africant]

P LEASE UNMUTE THIS😭😭😭😭😭😭