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"I still want to be here"
VINUSHKA
June 30, 2018 - Day 11
The beautiful prints I got from Marina Vermilion!
30 June 2018
30 minutes at bedtime
The quality of concentration was good last night. Despite a lunch 🍴 meeting with friends, I wasn’t left absurdly excited. Meeting fellow moms for fun can have a good effect, I guess. Despite watching a movie as bad as ‘Don’t Breathe’, I had a surprisingly good meditation 🧘♀️ afterwards.
Even after the 25 minute bell had rung, I kept going. I ended up adding 5 more minutes. That’s good. Considering that I had socialised outside my routine and watched a trashy movie and that it was a Saturday night, I am pretty ok about last night’s session.
With His Blessings, I hope to do it again tonight. So help me God.
2-3 hours... Or more?
God dammit, don't... Well if you could just give what I need...
Dunno though.
So useless. Hmph. Frustrading.
Constant battle (I just want peace for once)
I get so worried, everything seems almost impossible to deal with.
Unbearable to handle.
And yet things we're kinda handled? Well, for one day...
And now it's back to how tf do I get things done.
I just need something. Not even that much. (I think?)
I dunno anymore. Just gimme something and leave me be.
Please?
There's enough to deal next week anyway.
365/91: Hiding place
365/77: Office Dog