#5:32pm

[ajyal-azez]

أتأرجحَ في مكانيّ..

فـ أتأمل زرقة السماء.

الشمسُ صفراء يافعة والغيمُ يركض مسرعً نحو مخبأه،

الصمتُ في هذا المكان محببٌ، يوقظ حواسيّ كلِها

فتغدو مستسلمة تمامًا مع صوت الطبيعة.

[ajyal-azez]

في حضرة نفسي، كنت أنا والشمس نتساءل

من منّا صديق الأخر هذا المساء..

[brunchthesurface]

Hello.

[babiezomb]

the nightmares are becoming more and more frequent again. soon it will take over my life

[il-numero-zer0]

💭💭

[itsallgrayarea]

dirty lil secret

it rips my heart into a thousand pieces every time I remember that my boyfriend doesn’t talk to his family about me. they know absolutely nothing about me. they don’t even know he has a girlfriend. he talks to his mom and sisters every day and yet they don’t know about us.

my family has known about him since long before we were official and a few of them met him long ago. they all “re-met” him after we became official (which he was reluctant to) and I talk about him to them all the time. i get that he’s more private when it comes to relationships than I am, but it has been almost 3 months since we’ve officially been a thing and yeah, I couldn’t really meet them right now because of the whole quarantine thing, but Jesus Christ could he maybe at least mention that I exist once?!? every time his mom calls I have to be quiet and he sort of lies about what he’s doing and why he can’t see her. it really hurts.

we’re so happy in pretty much every other way, but every time I think about this it makes me feel like shit.

ps I am typing this while he’s on the phone with his mom in the bathroom lol

[killedbycorona]

Ice cream waffles

Watching tv

Impractical jokers

Harry styles

I wanted to take him to concerts

Should I try some

Shows me all the food and asks about it all

I now get why I love the beach and flowers and how deeply I want to be in the moment

I look at you all and see him because I see me

The beach and flowers and clouds

That laughter heals so deeply, as much as I think pain does

He was insensitive and I a sponge and we finally worked beautifully

I see him

Be in the moment find joy in the simplicities

“Don’t smile”

He says fight on state

[subw00f3r]

I’ve been through a lot in my life, therefore I think I deserve a black turtleneck, a black leather jacket, dark blue jeans, an unlimited amount of tea and gingerbread men and no convex chest thank you very much (disclaimer: this list is likely to change).