ive oddly been thinking about the later years in my dr...? I blame seeing pics of the boys being older than they are in my dr currently, this pic of George especially. its made me very emotional for some reason??
but like... time will pass, I wont be in my 20s forever and neither will George. our kids will grow and lead their own lives. our friends will live their own lives, we will go from seeing each other every day to only a few times a year or something. trends will change, the world itself will change, WE will change. memories will be made, photo albums will be filled, and new stories will be written.
soon enough we will be 80 possibly with grandchildren and our most consuming worry will be if the tulips in our back garden will come back next spring. im excited to live life by George's side though. there's no one else i'd rather get old with honestly and as someone who is terrified of getting old it's a really hard hitting thing for me to realize.
