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guess who just thought of the title for their debut novel at one in the morning and promptly burst into tears
I think writers should kill themselves.
I love writing fanfiction
I love making the characters interact in ways that would never be canon in a million years
I love making them kiss, I love making them hurt
I love healing everything that canon broke inside of them and saying that they’re going to be fine
I love shattering them into a million pieces and watching them struggle to figure out what goes where as they glue themselves back together
I love giving them purpose and light and life outside the bounds of their stories
I love when everything goes to plan and my works fit perfectly into the boxes built just for them
I love when my writing takes a turn that not even I expected, giving me a twist ending that almost wrote itself
I love interlacing my works into canon like an intricate tapestry, threading needles with the exact colour of string it needs to match the rest
I love telling canon to go take a hike as I chip its block of stone into an entirely new shape nearly unrecognizable
I love giving characters love and support and simply pleasures and coffee in the morning and freshly baked bread
I love destroying the universe and letting the characters slowly die until there is truly nothing left of life
I love writing for my own enjoyment
I love self-indulgent fics and tags curated to my tastes
I love writing the tropes that excite me the most and letting my hands take the wheel as the keys almost press themselves
I love creating a little thing just for me, made to taste like the best dish of my life
And most of all, I love writing for others
I love reading people go feral in the comments, barely even able to type a single sentence that isn’t a keyboard smash
I love people discovering my feast of pleasures and deciding to sit down for a bite
I love writing fics specifically for that one person that I know will love and savour every bite
I love seeing little notes in bookmarks, or small comments that taste like spun sugar
I love writing, because it feels like cooking
I love making sure every dish is just right, taste and texture aligning even when it doesn’t look the best on the outside
And I love that I get to share my meals with all of you
Because I love you, and I love everything you do, and I love everything that you love, and I love seeing you love
Even when it feels like everything I’m making is coming out burnt at the edges and raw in the middle
I can just look at your little hearts, and know that it will be worth it when the finished recipe makes you smile
作家 M. B. ゴフスタイン 作・絵、谷川俊太郎 訳 ジー・シー・プレス
Icemav scientist/mermaid AU outline is DONE!!!