#abuser introject

[traumagenic-introject-culture]

Factive of an abuser culture is being a caretaker because all of our primary abusers were also our primary caretakers growing up

[painted-crimson]

some abuser introjects are like rah rah I'm mean and scary and scared to be soft and some are like uwu im just a soft widdle guy ummmh can i ummm abuse you for kink pwease im really good at it apparently

[sysboxes]

[Text: This user has multiple Factive introjects of multiple abusers.]

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[factive-culture-is]

Abuser introject factive culture is being so lonely. There’s no chance for source calls or looking for other factives from my source. I feel like all I am is the echoes of our ex-abuser. And whenever I try to define myself outside of her, I end up feeling like all I am is a caricature of her personality traits.

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[harvestnomore]

It's weird being an abuser introject. I'm her. I look like her. I act like her. I have to be her. I'm her. I'm always her.

And it's disgusting. If I love myself, am I loving her? If I think Douglas is cute, is it a gross incestuous love of him?

I hate him. I know I hate him. I know I hate her. So do I have to hate Renee and Douglas? Can I like Renee? If I like Renee, is it liking her? If I see the horrible shit Renee does and go "haha queen shit," am I thinking that about what she did to me?

I want to just be me. I want to just be Renee. I want to just be Demeter. But she's etched into my bones. She's always a part of me. It's not really more than anyone else in my system, at least. We all have them in our bones. It's just not usually as obvious.

I just want to be able to look at myself and just see me. I don't want to think about her. I just want to be me.

But she's not Renee, is she? Only I'm Renee. She's just some bitch. Renee can just be mine, mine, mine. I want something of mine. Something she can never take from me.

[degeneratefurry]

Introjecting my abuser call that reversing victim and offender

[valofhearts]

honestly pissed when ppl think it can't possibly be physical abuse when i throw things at vox because ohhh he doesnt even care his expression didn't change he took it in stride

bitch

what do you think i would have done if he fucking complained.

If he whined or cried or registered any emotion whatsoever.

Do you think that was his reaction the first time I did it? Do you think I didn't train him to take it in stride?

Tell me honestly you think throwing shit at someone isn't abuse no matter what their fucking reaction is.

I'm seriously insulted over here. As an abuser. Don't give me so little fucking credit. He didn't show up like this.

It took work.

[nebulasystem]

Does anybody know what to do with an abuser introject?