This one's a different post on a tangentially-related subject
More specific than the last, though, and to address the concerns of the few parties in last night's Pilf-Skype:
[23/06/2013 11:33:25 PM] *** Jarku Virtanen has changed the conversation topic to ""Porn is inherently hilarious though" --Pilfering Apples" *** [23/06/2013 11:33:32 PM] Pilfering Apples: ...JARKU [23/06/2013 11:33:34 PM] Pilfering Apples: CHANGE IT BACK
like one exasperatedly tells a puppy not to lick everything in its excitement while conscientious of the lack of good it will do. And I took "MARIUS, REST" and "GO TO BED JARKU" as more of the same, especially considering they immediately followed my announcement that "OH NO I CAN'T LEAVE NOW THAT YOU'VE MENTIONED E AND C." I sincerely thought I had just made one too many nuisances for the night and was no longer welcome, especially with my absolutely brainless (and also apparently absolutely wrong) Brick commentary. And while a more removed mind might have realized the light and warmth and centre-ness that is Pilf would never boot a friend, it's at times difficult to take the aforementioned "Don't slash C/E within earshot" rule kindly when
[21/06/2013 1:36:45 AM] Pilfering Apples: Perry, Jarku represents the E/C slash community. [21/06/2013 1:36:47 AM] Pilfering Apples: All of it.
makes it feel absolutely targeted. I understand that if I don't have friends to ship with, then the fault lies with me, and I've completely accepted the social burden of the outsider. On the other hand, my ensuing isolation is fairly irreparable, which perhaps has made me far too sensitive to accurately separate what has been accepted as part of my personality with wry smiles from what ventures too far into unwelcome subject matter.
To be brief--I misconstrued genuine concern for my sleeping habits as teasing deprecation, and proceeded to offer back some of my own snark, which in turn was mistaken for my anger, because I'm a Pontmercy with no interpersonal skills, and I apologize truly for any annoyance I was interpreted to have felt toward anyone because of it.
