- Last Night -
Transcript below the cut
Dear Diary,
This is it! My dramatic moment is less than 12 hours away! I think it’ll be made even more dramatic by the early hour, though that wasn’t really intentional- the cheapest train tickets I could find were for 7 in the morning. Next stop, San Myshuno. It wasn’t my first choice, but I have to admit, it makes the most sense- Delia’s brother and his girlfriend are letting us stay with them until we get back on our feet, and there’s a fantastic college nearby that I’m transferring to.
Maybe it’s naive of me, but I have a feeling that everything is going to go according to plan- tomorrow morning, and everything after that. Though, to be fair, it’s a pretty low bar- what could be worse than enduring 18 years of Mother and Dad breathing down my neck?
I still don’t know how I’m going to break it to Adelaide. Immanuel won’t care- he’ll just get angry at me for “going against the Lord’s wishes,” and ruin my plans- so I’ll let Mother and Dad break the news to him once I’m long gone. He’ll be happy to accept their explanation of “Satan is attacking our good Christian family.” Auggie and AJ are still little, and care more about their toys than anything in the grown-up world. But Addie was my first “real” buddy. I taught her everything. Sometimes I feel like more of a mother than my own mother! She’s nine, and I don’t want her to feel like I’ve abandoned her. I don’t want Mother and Dad to make her hate me.
I think that would break my heart.





