Honestly it's so exhausting trying to fight my urge to do literally everything all the time. Simultaneously wanting to crochet and play video games and write. All at once. And having to choose ಠ_ಠ
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Honestly it's so exhausting trying to fight my urge to do literally everything all the time. Simultaneously wanting to crochet and play video games and write. All at once. And having to choose ಠ_ಠ
brains will be like “oh god you have so much to do” my brother in christ you are getting in the way of me doing it
ppl be like "ugh I want a gf tht will live in a van with me"
"I want someone to travel the world with me"
OK BUT WELL I WANT SOMEONE TO GO TO SPACE WITH ME
I want someone to go out to diff star systems and talk to aliens and stuff with me
WHEN
WHEN WILL I FIND THT PERSON 😭😭😭😭😭😭
ok but I already have alot of of friends but the one I talk to the most is afraid of space AAAAA
Me: on hiatus now, time to write some well overdue Felshaxx
Also Me: immediately starts drafting out a heavily indulgent Al-an/ Robin 🍋💦
Damn it.
yes, I love learning. yes, homework is the bane of my existence 💞
I think I overdid it today with being vulnerable, and even though the responses I got were very positive, and while rationally I know I that I haven't completely screwed up everything, and I know that I'm not a terrible person, and I know that not everything I've ever done is wrong, somehow, there's still a part of my brain that feels like all those things are true, and instead of feeling elated and proud that I allowed myself to be vulnerable with two separate people who trust me enough to be vulnerable with me as well, and that I know love and care about me deeply, who told me that over and over again, I'm actually feeling a little sad and numb, and I don't really know what to do with those feelings.
Thanks RSD from my ADHD. You're the best. /s
i have to quarantine for 10 days bc my sister was tested positive for covid.
[id: my screenshot of a dark grey text bubble with white text saying „i hate home office, my adhd has the high ground and i am a very angry anakin“ end id]
had an adhd attack and..decided to clean the whole house today, wich..i mean worked well since i was antsy asf, but had the horryble idea to brush my dog..on the carpet...my dog..is a samoyed...lotsa fur...LOTS of fur.
so i have three dogs now