#afe

[geareduptom]

[phantasmicdream]

If Rabbit returns, expect him to be an Oath of Winter/Wildmagic Sorcerer

[muckles-survivor]

The more I read about the decision to cancel the La Liga match in Miami the more this is looking like a clear win for organized dissent by the Association of Spanish Footballers.

I can’t tell you how excited I am that player power is emerging as a relevant force in decision making. You can see the leagues are scared to admit it but they caved.

More of this please.

[misskohane]

"Magazine"

circa 2014

[betontulpen]

10 year throwback

AfE Frankfurt

[afecomics]

Jaw-breaking!

A panel from the comic book A.F.E. Alter-Form Enzjinn.

[gayofthefae]

Thinking about Will’s upbringing and how he would have witnessed a lot of screaming fights so now he drops conflict very quickly and forgives and self blames a little too easily. He’s gone beyond taking responsibility, and simultaneously hasn’t even gotten that far. He just takes credit for everything that went wrong without introspection so they can drop it and not fight.

Thinking about El’s upbringing and how she would have not been allowed to talk back or voice disagreement so now she pretends like there’s nothing wrong in the first place because she grew up without the power to do anything about it so what’s the use in being upset, anyways?

Thinking about the growth in both of them with Mike this season to bring issues up themselves. To say “No, this hurt me. You hurt me. And I deserve to say so,” even if they only could do so once emotions were high. Fighting for both of them as abuse survivors honestly speaks to how safe they feel with Mike. 

Thinking about the contrast that Will grew up with loud and violent and El grew up with terrifyingly cool - chilling, if you will. Thinking about Will growing up with outbursts and El growing up with calculated punishments. Thinking about them either dropping things or not bringing them up to avoid these things, but being upset and NOT repressing it with Mike because they still do feel safe with him.

And I’ve seen a lot of people who I am giving the benefit of the doubt here not understand anxiety. I am not comparing Mike to Lonnie or Papa. But when you suffer from PTSD, it is not personal. It is not about a person reminds you of someone or not, it is about whether they are strongly trustworthy and safe enough to sever the association, to overcome it and breakthrough. This is not easy and it is in zero way personal. That being said, it is also definitely not taken for granted.