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schizoid + agoraphobe culture is being a complete shut-in neet bc i hate and fear everything and anything that has to do with the Outside
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To the agoraphobics out there, what is the hardest part about leaving the house/getting into a car/driving is or the struggles? Have you had any failed attempts?
Please do not skip this
Housebound
Why leave when I could stay?
I’m wary of open doors.
I want to stay closed off.
Please, just fuck off.
I’m not interested anyways.
You’re all scum just like me.
Why am I scared of stranger’s thoughts?
I can’t imagine a more repulsive world.
There’s no words that offer comfort.
I’d dissipate in a heartbeat,
no second thoughts.
There’s no where to go,
anyways.
Friends and well-adjusted people my age on Saturday night: partying, socializing, dating, doin it
Me, a loser agoraphobe, on Saturday night: cross stitching Mega Man, nursing some anxiety, while watching an Undertale speed run..
Test driving Lorazepam tomorrow to get through my gyno appointment. My body didn't like Xannax at all.
...forever in a day...
I’ve been awake since 2am because of anxiety. I leave for the airport in about a half hour. I haven’t ridden this edge of anxiety since my Kane days. Literally shaking right now. But! I am also so excited at the same time. I’ve already medicated, so that should help me not have a panic attack just walking into the convention. For airplane reading, if I don’t fall asleep, I have my own book,…
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