Jun 17
update vent: every month i beg my brother to give me my money back and to make any sort of contact and every day i wallow and shame myself for eating and other various activities i like. and then my parents come home where they delightfully highlight everything im doing wrong and how im never doing enough and on top of that i go to my two jobs that don’t pay me enough for how much it costs on my body and i can’t use any of the earnings for myself because i have the worst case of buyer’s guilt!! every summer is the same where i can never relax ever and i just suffer for 98% of the time
