I Missed You - Aisha x Fem!Reader
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You and Aisha have been dating for about 9 months, at the beginning you both were always with eachother, always out together, always near eachother.
But no one else could know about your secret love, it could risk her job or reputation as it’s usually a big deal when an idol dates.
Today you felt pretty alone, actually you might have felt this way for a couple of weeks. Aisha has pretty much unofficially moved in. She spends a lot of her time at your place, uses it as her home too, half of her clothes were here, all of the little things she needs like perfume or her toothbrush, all here.
But recently… she wasn’t around here too much, she comes home real late in the evening, at times when you’re asleep or barely awake to give her a hug and ask how she was before falling asleep.
Early morning and late evenings were when she was present.
Every morning, around 6am you felt her move to get ready for work and go, the only comfort you could get these days was in those early mornings when you could smell her sweet perfume lingering in the air and hearing her shuffling around made you smile a little, knowing she was near you and doing things, it reminded you she was still there, even when she left the smell of her perfume carried on to linger for a little while, you loved her smell so much, even so that you kept wearing her sweaters and shirts all the time because it felt like she was hugging you somehow, the warmth and the calming scent, her clothes were always much bigger on you, her clothes were a couple of sizes bigger than yours because you were significantly shorter than her but it was perfect that way.
Right now, you were sitting on the sofa wearing her dark, fluffy sweater, cuddling a little teddy she’d bought you about half a year ago now, and watching one of your favourite movies.
It felt a little cold without her holding onto you or even being next to you, so you decided to try and find her attention through messages. You sent her a snap of you hugging the teddy close with puppy eyes, saying "I miss you 🥺 so so much, can I see you" surprisingly it didn’t take long to find a reply, to which she replied with her own snap:
Seeing her beautiful face melted your heart, you knew she felt bad about not being around so much but she also knew she couldn’t help it, you also knew that. A wave of sadness hit you but you replied nonetheless: "I love you more, and I need you 🥺 so please don’t let me fall asleep alone tonight again"
In a way you felt selfish, you thought she must be working really hard and trying her best and you want to interrupt her just because you want her to hold you in her arms.
You just sucked it up and carried on with the day which mostly consisted of having snacks and watching movies. Until you heard the door close behind you.
You turned quicker than lightning to see Aisha standing with a smile.
You were filled with joy and squealed like a little kid as you charged towards her and wrapped your arms around her neck, jumping up to cling onto her like a bear, she giggled at your eagerness and held onto you tightly, hiding her face into your neck to take in your scent which she missed oh so much.
She gently put you back down to stand on your own feet and held your hands.
The smile on your face never left as you looked up at her dreamy eyes.
She tucked your hair behind your ear and spoke with a soft voice, “I’m home baby… but right now you need to go and get changed”
You looked at her in confusion.
Did she realise it was her sweater? She wanted it back?
With a nervous stutter you asked why.
She smiled brightly and told you, “because I’m taking my girl out”.
The excitement quickly filled your body up again, you bounced around like a child and kissed her cheek before sprinting upstairs to find something to wear. About 15 minutes later, you’d changed into a gorgeous skintight, sparkly red dress with black heels, even with the heels you still weren’t near her height, but she always found it so cute.
You’d just finished up with a little perfume and turned to see Aisha leaning in the doorway holding her keys. She was gazing at you with a lovestruck expression, as soon as your eyes met, she smirked and spoke up, “wow, i am so lucky, look how stunning my beautiful girlfriend is”, she could still make you blush when she complemented you.
She sensed your shyness and approached you for a sweet kiss on the lips, taking your hand in hers to lead you out.
You both got in her car and headed off.
You turn to face her and asked, “so where are we going, jagi”, a huge smile appeared on her face at the pet name, she loved it when you called her jagi, it sounded so sweet and affectionate.
After a short drive, she pulled in at a fancy looking restaurant.
Your eyes widened in surprise, “here? This place is expensive right?”.
She giggled, responding with “of course but it’s not bother. Only the best for my special girl”.
You turned to her, anticipation in your eyes. She lifted your chin with a finger and leaned in to give you a short kiss.
You both strolled In hand in hand, the waiter escorted you both to a small table with roses in the middle, the lights radiated a warm tone. The two of you sat down opposite eachother, you looked around, amazed by the romantic setting.
A tear shed from your eye and of course Aisha noticed.
concerned, she reached her hand out to caress your cheek, “baby what’s wrong, why are you crying?”, her voice was so soothing and gentle, you leaned comfortably into her touch.
Honestly, there was nothing wrong, in fact things felt like they couldn’t be better.
You confessed, “You are so perfect- this is perfect. All for me?”, she showed a relieved smile and explained, “of course, you deserve all the love in the world, you deserve to be spoiled”.
Even her words were perfect to you.
The hand that was once on your cheek was now intertwined with your hand, you kissed it and held on tight.
“You can order whatever you like babe, it’s all on me. And I promise it’s okay, I don’t mind paying, I can handle it. Okay?”, gosh she knew you too well.
Sometimes you had a little anxiety, thinking she was genuinely too good for you or that you were too much of a brat, but she always reminded you how much you meant to her and that you deserve everything you could ever want.
You nodded slowly and told her, “Aisha, this all means so much to me. Really. You’re amazing, I don’t know how I got so lucky to have you”.
Her smile brightened at your words.
Just then the waiter came to take your orders. You both looked through the menu. Luckily, you both weren’t fussy about what to eat and ordered something quickly.
You both couldn’t stop complimenting eachother and talking about anything and everything throughout the entirety of the meal.
You were in heaven, the food was perfect, but still not nearly as perfect as the love of your life sitting in front of you.
The atmosphere was so calm and delicate, you were savouring each second of every minute.
Right after you’d both finished, Aisha called for the bill and payed happily, no matter how high the price was.
Just after paying, she looked over to see if you were ready to go but when she looked, you were already staring at her, tilting your head. A light blush rose to her cheeks and butterflies filled her stomach, “a-are you okay babe?”.
You could sense her nervousness and admitted, “I don’t think anyone will ever love anything as much as I love you Yoorim”, she smiled at the use of her real name but most importantly your sweet confession.
“I also really really love you y/n”, she giggled, a hint of playfulness in her voice but you also knew she was genuine.
You knew she loved you very much and you trusted her.
She stood next to you and carefully lifted you from your seat with your hand. You couldn’t help but wrap your arms around her waist and hold her close for a warm hug. She kissed your head sweetly and whispered, “how about we get home so I can hold you all night long".
You chuckled, “I would love that very much”.
As soon as you both arrived home, your shoes were kicked off, you spontaneously jumped on her, you both fell backwards onto your bed with a laugh.
You laid comfortably on top of her and let out a relaxed sigh.
It would be even more comfortable without your dress though.
You were so comfortable with Aisha that it didn’t bother you to take it off, leaving you in just bra and underwear.
Eagerly, you slid under the covers next to her, laying your head onto her chest as she stroked your hair gently, whispering sweet nothings in your ear.
You snuggled in closer, only to hear her say, “I promise I’ll be with you more often, I was just so busy. But I missed you, so I’ll try to be home as much as I can”.
The word ‘home’ clicked an idea into your head, without hesitating you asked, “babe, why don’t you move in here with me? I mean you practically live here anyw-“ but before you could finish, she pressed her lips to yours for a longer kiss.
She pulled back as you stared into her eyes, “I take that as a yes?”, she agreed happily and held you closer.
