// possibly a hot take but i don't think red barrels should've patched coyle being immune to the stun rig. saying this as a stun user. it would be such a cool thing for him also it would buff him a bit since he's a pathetic little baby
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// possibly a hot take but i don't think red barrels should've patched coyle being immune to the stun rig. saying this as a stun user. it would be such a cool thing for him also it would buff him a bit since he's a pathetic little baby
keep thinking about its absolutely hysterical to me that dan posted that sexy fireplace photo of himself but there’s absolutely not a chance in hell that jealous dan would ever let phil post a photo like that ? like dan made phil blur the deep v in his vpmo2 video ??
plaything
austin doesn’t let the reader finish until he wants her to
literally no plot, just smut
warnings: orgasm denial, teasing, oral (f receiving), degradation, edging, a little overstim, implied age gap, possessive austin, daddy kink
this is my first time writing, it’s so nasty but kind of hot. i’m a sucker for an older guy, so i picture a sexy age gap. anyways, enjoy!
what was el trying to achieve here
sorry but this is NOT how a straight person sits.
last work joel update (i deleted the others):
i'm going to listen to you all and NOT entertain him. yes, the vibes were very much red flaggy. our schedules do NOT align and he only works twice a week on my off days which is perfection. he has been blocked on EVERYTHING 🫶🏼
ON A BETTER NOTE: one older man leaves, another one enters. because god or whoever is up there has answered my prayers and had dropped down the only older man that i have been pining over for TWO YEARS. i'm not name dropping but we met 2 years ago at a bar and he was working behind it. scruffy beard, tats, killer smile, MUSCLES 🤭
and he always memorized my drink and would have it ready for me before i even ordered. my bestie and i would giggle all the time and he would tell me that [name] would ask about me AAAAHHHHHHH
well today, [name] slid up on one of my instagram highlights and uuhhhhh...
I'M SCREAMING WITHOUT THE S.
and i'm going back to visit florida (where he still lives) and i told him i'm gonna make plans to see him at the bar and UUUUHHHUHHHUHHH i'm feelin' good about this one 🤭
HE'S ALSO A GOOD GUY. he's in his late 30s as well. huge sweetheart, VERY TEASY AND FLIRTY AS YOU ALL SEE. i squealed so loud when he texted me that.
we shall see what happens next....
I am back from my cruise and slowly (veryyyy slowly) jumping back into things here and IRL. I know I have missed a ton of stuff. Please feel free to tag me in anything you created in the last 2 weeks that you think I would enjoy so I can check it out. I haven't replied to any messages or notifs yet, but I will try my best to work through everything.
TWYF Chapter 6 is coming soon. Sorry it is taking so damn long.
February Fic Rec list coming LATER TODAY. I read so much smut on vacation, it was lovely. I also bought a kindle and loaded it up with lots of stuff on my TBR list and turned it into a shameless fanfic reader.
^ Tagging the lovely @pedgito as I was reading her filthy Joel fic Drive here LOL
If anyone wants some sort of tips/guide to using a Kindle and Calibre to download and organize fics let me know. If there is any interest maybe I can do a post about it in more detail.
10/10 recommend tho. It is infinitely better than reading from a phone or laptop.
Anyways, I missed you all. I doubt it was even noticeable that I have been gone and I am posting into the void but whatever, for those who care! Love you <3
BE your SELF FIRST!
You can't insist on immediate freedom of choice and action while still believing yourself to be a tiny speck in time and space, a character you played for so long and so throughly that you forgot who you actually are.
This is one of the most common misunderstandings people have. They don't want to be their true Selves first, they want to be Ego 2.0 (usually with better circumstances) right away.
I get that, I've been there. This is basically what we got taught in Law of Assumption - but it is a limitation still and a detour! As awareness you'll realize that you are already everything because you are the one imagining it all within you and therefore free of any desire or lack.
Just be and gain everything.