Almeric and Jasmine had been seeing each other for some time, but for some reason Almeric refused to settle down with Jasmine, even though he did really enjoy her company.
Jasmine was trying not to show it, but she was really upset about it. It was wrecking her self-esteem and she couldn't help feeling like she was wasting her time, but she didn't have the strength to break it off with him either.
Jasmine: I don't know DJ, I really don't know how much more of this I can take. I feel like next time he shuts me down I might just snap and tell him to go.
DJ: As you should. He's just playing games with you. He's not half the man he makes you believe he is. You'll find better.
Almeric: Don't start this again. I told you I don't feel ready for a relationship right now and I don't wanna let you down and hurt you.
Jasmine: But you're doing that right now!!! Why can't you just give us a chance? I told you I need more than woohoo and friendship, but we're so close to that! What difference would it even make?
Almeric: Yeah, like you say, what difference would it even make? Why are you so hung up on what we call it?
Jasmine: Because I'm committed to you but you refuse to commit to me! You're wasting my time. If I really don't matter that much to you, I'd rather never see you again.
"Oh Dear Diary, I met a boy, he made my doll heart light up with joy. Oh Dear Diary, we fell apart, welcome to the life of... well, Minnie Rai, I guess."
But just after she finally cut Almeric off, Jasmine got an unpleasant surprise – she was pregnant with his baby! She had no idea what to do, whether to keep the baby or whether to even tell him about it. "F*ck, I've barely even started my career! And I can't believe I used to feel schadenfreude for this happening to Gunnar and Alison and now it's happening to me!"
"These back pains are woocking awful though. But at least this dress will cover up the bump until I decide what to do."