#also a vent

[shipkid]

Start using the poth tag in your dumbass posts or die

[snailso0]

sona album cover thing whatever i guess idk i think it looks cool i love the scribble style

vent under cut bc nobody listens to me and im crying at 8am

my dad has been literally harassing me to go over to his house for so long, because i stopped, i have every right to choose where i want to be, im old enough to have my own brain, life, consciousness

and he acts like he has total control over me anyway, acting like its all my fault, and he did nothing wrong, and theyre all angels, taking absolutely no accountability for THEIR mistakes while forcing me to take all the blame for mine. and he just blatantly manipulates me, its so obvious. and ends with "i love you" bullshit, no father who actually loved his daughter would treat her like this

the text i got today at 8 in the morning, yeah, he doesn't even give me a chance to wake up. or process, or live. he has me chained to him like im his trained dog, but im not. he wont let me just GO. im so tired of this, and other people swoop in like theyre my savior, and he sees that and just WRECKS me about it

and my fucking friends, dude, they're pushing me away because i said i needed to have the summer to myself, maybe so i didnt FUCKING END MY LIFE, QUINN. im WORKING SO HARD for EVERYTHING i have, and everyone comes in to ruin it

i want FREEDOM, i want release from whatever hell im sentenced to right now. why is it fair

why is any of this fair

[cervinae-canine]

🎫 here's a gush pass ^^ feel free to gush about whichever f/o you want, however much you want, then send this ask to 3 other self shippers (optional) !

🩵🩵🩵

(HOWDY KILROY THANK YOU 🤠)

Here's some pics of Engineer from my phone gallery too (i have 144 pics of him rn)

Aight time to gush now :]

THE AMOUNT OF TIMES I'VE GONE ON THE OFFICIAL TF2 WIKI JUST TO HEAR HIS VOICE AND SPIN THE 3D MODEL AROUND IS ABSURD (i do this with the other mercs but this absolutely includes engie)

I LIKE JUST TWIRLING HIM AROUND AND I'LL PROBABLY DO MORE GUSH POSTS USING HIS VOICELINES (and with others)

BECAUSE HIS GODDAMN VOICE IS STUCK IN MY HEAD

[oopsallsyscourse]

No fuck it, I'm still mad about this.

"You wouldn't say non african-american black people dni-"

No I fucking would. Cause when I wanna talk about my struggles with identity as a direct result of decades of racism, I don't want to hear a peep out of white people. So I go to spaces that are exclusive to my identity. And yeah, sometimes that means specifying down to african-americans only cause surprise! Not all black people have the same issues!

Now if you want to talk about race, we can talk about race. Otherwise, keep my fucking people out of your goddamm mouth.

I am not some fucking gotcha to combat the mean anti-endos. And I hope you think long and hard about actually having the fucking audacity to claim people who make safe spaces for themselves are the actual bigots.

Fuck you.

[21deppstreet]

gilbert watts grape

[sickllightningbug]

Feeling like. A parasite. I just want to feel loved.

[thedivinecircuitry]

mmmmm sorry that all I’m good at is fucking shit up and ruining my life and doing stupid shit till all of my friends drop and hate me and I end up digging myself into an unlovable hole where no one can reach me but my own thoughts do u still love me ?