Susie's Relationships (from her perspective)
I thought I'd explore all my thoughts about Susie's major relationships in one place. If you're interested, feel free to follow along.
Susie gives us a fun little tidbit in Chapter 5: she thought that Kris and Noelle were a thing before getting to know them. There's a couple of possibilities inherent in this. One possibility is that she hated Kris because she was jealous of their relationship with Noelle - but I think it's deeper than that.
Susie was an outsider. She perceives Kris and Noelle as being close, but Kris is pulling away and - from Susie's perspective - neglecting their relationship. Yet Noelle still seems attached to them. This probably pissed Susie off more than anything. Here, Kris has the option to be lovey-dovey with an earnest childhood friend and yet they're choosing to be quiet and non-interactive instead. My guess: Susie thought "If someone was being that nice to me, I'd never squander it". Crucially, I don't think she was specifically crushing on Noelle, just that Noelle happens to be gentle and kind, which is something Susie yearned to be sent in her direction.
Fast forward to the start of the game. Susie is bitter. She's now decided she doesn't NEED any of that crap. it's too painful to wish for. She's doomed to be hated, and so she'll accept being feared instead. From here, let's establish how each relationship changes for each chapter manifests:
Chapter 1: * Lancer: Susie sees an earnest, unironic boy who she relates to, and it allows her to open up. It also sets her against Kris, who she hates, and Ralsei who she just sees as lame. Eventually, Lancer's kindness puts them all on the same side... until Lancer betrays her. He even lies to her and keeps quiet. But as she finds out, people who are quiet, people who lie to you can still love you. * Kris: As said before, she felt jealous of Kris. Kris, with a loving family, yet who seemed to neglect their kindness. Whose silence infuriated her, because how dare they act like they feel nothing when they have it so good. Yet, Kris protects her. Kris guides her. And Kris is fun to be around, when you give them a chance. She realizes Kris isn't so bad. Kris is friend. * Ralsei: Susie doesn't think much of Ralsei yet. She sees Ralsei as pathetic. But Ralsei never stops trying to reach out to her. In the end, Ralsei finally gets through to her with patience and kindness... and she doesn't even get mad at Ralsei for healing the King. Her feelings have yet to take shape.
Chapter 2: * Noelle: They finally get some one-on-one time. Susie starts to get an inkling that Noelle likes her, but she still doesn't know if Kris and Noelle are a thing, so she keeps her distance out of respect for her best friend. But she's also holding back less, and enjoying her company. * Kris: Susie's unabashed joy at seeing Kris after class is palpable. It's clear that she adores them... but at the same time, she still refuses to play second fiddle to Kris. This will be discussed more in Ralsei's section. * Ralsei: Susie and Ralsei take their biggest backseat in this chapter, but ironically that gives them a nice bit of offscreen pair development. Ralsei and Susie go on a date together, kinda. They have cotton candy, and Ralsei teaches Susie how to heal, while Susie teaches Ralsei how to R-Act, providing Ralsei the ability to do MERCY actions without being directed by Kris. * Berdly: Although Susie doesn't like him, he does fall for her after she is nice to him. Worth mentioning, I suppose. * The relationship teas: Every relationship has the same "120 HP" heal for her. We can see that a massive crush like Noelle's is 400 HP. Kris also has a crush on Susie, and that's worth 120 HP. I think it's reasonable to conclude Susie loves everyone the same amount. That she doesn't prioritize anyone's feelings. (yet?)
Chapter 3: * Ralsei: Susie and Ralsei's relationship deepens even more. They play video games together while you're away. At the start, Susie realizes that Ralsei's softness belies a lack of self worth, and that deeply bothers her. The idea that Ralsei is insignificant deeply upsets her. What I find interesting is that she COULD have framed her arguments around "The dark worlds matter to me!" but instead, her argument was "YOU matter to me!". The fact that Ralsei can't go to the Festival affects her as well. * Kris: Susie gets to see more of Kris's trauma unfold in front of her. The erosion of the family. It's not fully sinking in yet, but Susie gets to walk a little bit in Kris's shoes. She shares some of her soda, and then you can see an optional scene where she presses her hair into their face. * Both Kris and Ralsei: When fighting the Knight, Susie talks about how important to her it is that Kris and Ralsei are fighting beside her.
Chapter 4: * Noelle: Susie finally starts really getting the hint that Noelle and Kris are not together, and that Noelle is REALLY into her. After being cautious, she takes a step and decides to try reciprocating Noelle's feelings. * Ralsei: In Castle Town, Susie notices that Ralsei's room is barren, and resolves to give Ralsei more of an identity, more possessions. In the Sanctuaries, Susie first feels dejected because Ralsei is so much better at healing than her. Ralsei wants to get this Dark World over with as fast as possible to keep anybody from learning the prophecy, but to Susie, it feels like she's unimportant. Then, Susie starts to get her groove back when she heals Jack. In the Second Sanctuary, Susie's frustration at someone being silent roars up again... but this time, it's not framed as hatred, but the pain of love. She trusts Ralsei, so why can't Ralsei do the same? At the end of the Chatper, Susie learns the prophecy's tragic side, and she now takes the role of the comforting Ralsei. * Kris: Susie and Kris can spend a lot of time together in this chapter. The diner, sharing fruit juice. Susie will give Kris one of the stars on Asriel's side of the room. The two are very in sync in this chapter. For whatever reason, I don't have much to say about it, maybe I need to replay the Light World section. * Gerson: Susie gets a mentor. Gerson guides Susie and helps her have faith in herself while ragebaiting her. She appreciates it greatly, and her self esteem rises several stages. Of course, then she wants to go see him again, but she can't summon him in her own dark world. We see the horrifying reality of what happens when Susie starts to get abused by someone she trusts. She starts to blame herself at first, and even apologizes, prohibiting Kris from doing any harm. The worst part...? That while being attacked by someone she thought she trusted, that person was totally silent. Maybe there's another reason Susie hates quiet people so much that we don't even know yet.
Chapter 5: * Noelle: Front and center in the Light World is Susie having a blast with Noelle and vice versa. But while the fun parts are front and center, there's a few troubling signs that the future isn't as bright as it might appear. First, Noelle and Susie force Kris to decide how their date goes instead of taking their own initiative. Why does Susie do this, when her whole thing is that she takes charge? She doesn't want to screw it up? No, I think it's that she doesn't know what she's supposed to be feeling. Susie isn't ready for romantic love yet. She's rushing it (because of the impending End Of The Prophecy?). There's a weird mismatch in her and Noelle's relationship, shown by what happens in the Ferris Wheel and the strength tester. Perhaps the game will have them struggle and then make it through in the end... but I'm concerned that their relationship has several ominous signs that it will not last. Also, in Side B, the date still goes as planned, but Noelle tries to give her all the money she owns. Susie seems to know this means Noelle no longer has any attachment to her life. And she feels SUPER left out. * Kris: In Side A, Kris feels like the third wheel. But in Side B, Susie feels like the third wheel and KRIS ISN'T EVEN ON THE DATE. Still, she notices that Kris isn't doing too hot and tries her best to cheer them up. There's a few signs that she's a lot more worried that she's showing, that she doesn't want to lose Kris or Noelle, but she's trying to have faith in them. I think Festival Side B is the gentlest she ever gets. Okay, back to Side A. At the beginning of the chapter, Susie's hair is spotted in Kris's DW bed, which she is very defensive about. Unfortunately, by the end of the Chapter, Susie knows Kris isn't telling her something. She probably even suspects they're working with the Knight. But the first four chapters have taught her that people can hide things without actually wanting to hurt you. Some combination of willful blindness, faith and wishful thinking is preventing her from confronting them. The idea that if she said "I know you're lying to me", things might be over. So she tells them at the end, "this can't just be a you and me thing anymore". * Ralsei: Susie is more in the background in this Dark World than in most. She's way more comfortable in the Dark World than in the Light World. Ralsei's aggression seems to hit her in a weird place. When Ralsei makes fun of Orange and screams at Flowery, Susie tries to pipe up, but she's not used to being the peacemaker. The Orange conflict in particular seems to hit her in a weak spot, which Ralsei doesn't notice. Ralsei saves Susie at one point by incinerating a shuriken that was aimed at her back. At the end of the chapter, we see that Susie is now essentially living with Ralsei, probably intending to make this her permanent home.
Predictions for the rest of the chapters: * Noelle: Possibility 1: everything seems great at the start of the chapter, and then they fall apart by the end, and Susie is embittered to the Light World entirely. Possibility 2: Things fall apart quickly, and the two are at odds until they have a third act reconciliation. * Ralsei: Susie and Ralsei have already had their big emotional scene in Chapter 4. I think Susie finally trusts Ralsei, even if Ralsei doesn't say everything they know. Since I'm Genderfluid Ralsei Gang, I think in the prologue of Chapter 6, we'll see that Ralsei and Susie have been experiementing with Ralsei's presentation. Maybe Susie will also confide in Ralsei behind your back, and Ralsei will tell Susie more about what Kris is up to.(now that Susie is more understanding and Ralsei is more open) * Kris: I think Susie will actually take Kris's double dealing in stride. She won't explode at them, but she might fight them until she can get through to them. I think she's reaching the point where instead of getting mad, she just wants to understand. Just wants them to reach out and explain.











