#always exhausted

[justfeelthevibes]

A little sunshine and a Celsius are really the only things keeping me up lately 🙃

[corkymcdavo]

Life is.. not great, but I’m doing my best. Good news is though, I’ve made it two years with no alcohol, have to find something to be proud of!

Oh and my hair has gotten so long 😂

[monkeymeghan]

I’m so exhausted. I did so much at storage this weekend. A total of 9.5 hours of going through stuff and moving boxes. It took so much out of me. Plus I’m worried about Chloe being sick and about it costing money and about having to buy a new car and having to take out an auto loan. I have rarely napped since starting the Provigil, but I’ve napped for a few hours every day this week, without feeling rested. I’m frustrated at how many recovery days I seem to need. Cfs/me really sucks when it flares. And I have to get up early again tomorrow because Chloe has a checkup appointment at 10:30. I think I’m going to sleep right where I am in the recliner because Chloe is comfortable in her hammock. This way I can have her near me and know she’s ok. I know I’m just babbling at this point. Thank the exhaustion and anxiety. I just want my girl to be ok, and I hate that I worry about the money as much as I worry about her getting better. Does that make me a horrible person?

[mattsmemes]

[solarsavoy]

Me. I literally say this all the time. It's me. I'm both. Now I know I'm not a freak, I just have a really messed up sleep schedule. 😭

[witch-without-gender]

I love braiding may hair after it gets soaked in lake water so when I take it out hours later it’s wavy and stringy and kinked where the hair tie was. I wanna wear big ugly Hawaiian dad shirts and mismatched swim trunks with goofy patterns all the time. I wanna drink mimosas and kahlúa and watch the sunset while my feet burn in hot sand. I love the smell of lakes and alcohol and seafood and the sound of live music and people chatting over dinner. I want to end every day with aching muscles and blisters on my hands from gripping the handles on inner tubes. I love the feeling of my lungs aching from laughter and inhaling just a little too much lake water and my eyes and skin tired from the sun burn. I miss summer.

[wanderlustw0lf]

Me in the morning:

Tried to light my cigarette with my coffee...

Realized wait tf, that's not right.

Spills coffee all over myself & everywhere else in my car...

But at least I found a lighter.

☕️🤦🏻‍♀️ 🚬💨

[babydoll-breakdown]

anybody else like, “hmm, i have so much stuff around my house that totally fits my blog’s aesthetic, i should take artsy photos of some of it sometime,” and you keep meaning to, but then you just, like, don’t? because that would be doing stuff.