May 29, 2025
some light body horror sketches, still alive
#technically one of those is an archivist to tag#but its mostly just sketching#toh archivists#i think i'm sick again or i guess still#it's been a while like that for months#maybe thats just what the baseline now is#but jegus ive been so tired its unreal#waking up from after 16h and the fatigue is still there#always present#always extreamly annoying#waking up rested is a scam by the big sleep#just sitting for a while feels like challange#and sitting is supposed to be the “resting” thing for sake#a cheat code to actually try and prep for the exams to just lie on the floor with laptop#kinda feels like having those reloadable batterijs that got charged too many times and now dont load fully anymore#but still give off charge they accumulated at the same speed as before so it SEEMS they work normally#just way way shorter#i am guessing this is just the depresso and anemia doing its thing#or whatever other things this mortal vessel might have wrong#also fun fakt did you know having very low iron can manifest itself as depressive episode#getting “hasnt the depresso been getting worse lately” from a general doc just looking at blood was a shock#eat your beets kids#if anyones actually reading this dont be concerned#this is just my complaining corner#to complain#im getting meds for those its just dreadfully slow#and i have a supportive guinea pig that's being a menace more than usual lately
