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joelmod is watching football with trismod
we are barely breathing anymore }
It's time to forgive, I'm glad that it's all over now. // CLOSED
It had been a while. Actually a bit longer while. About 1,5 months already, since Robin last saw Andy, told him it was over, their friendship. A bit after that, a week maybe, Robin met someone who changed it all. Little Korean medic, Kyuong, who had helped Robin a lot, cheered him up on the past month a lot and even had made him decrease drinking a bit, which was a huge deal. So Robin had been spending this whole time, basically, with the said medic, getting better with him and even realizing his feelings for him, which he still kept for himself, not even being sure about them himself.
Yeah, Andy had hurt him, big time, kept lying again and again and again, about this one certain BLU psycho, and lately Robin had been realizing, maybe Andy really liked this guy. It was weird, but maybe he did. And Robin couldn't be between Andy and his crush, of course not, it was selfish and stupid. Of course Robin wanted Andy to like someone else, but there was nothing he could do, but to get used to it. And he had Kyo nowadays, so maybe he could now be best friends with Andy and forgive him.
So, because of that, he was now standing at one certain door. At his best friends door. At Andy Rollington's door. Robin had been standing there for a while now, maybe 5 minutes, too afraid to knock or let Andy know anyway he was behind his door. The brunet was wondering if he was even in his room, hoping he'd be, because he had been gathering all his courage for a week now maybe and if Andy wasn't in, Robin wasn't sure he would be able to do this later. So he was here now.
Robin raised his hang, his hand was shaking slightly, as he pressed his knuckles against the wooden door, he swallowed quietly and then knocked couple of times, lowering his hand and looking down at his feet, now he just needed to wait, if Andy wasn't in his room, maybe it was just a sign it really was over for good..
amazingscoutandy replied to your post: anonymous asked:where's andymod? ...
u wu bruh knows me so well♥ indeed I was just takin a nap, lazy bastard that I am. I was partyin so hard I forgot to sleep lol ok ok I just didn’t get any sleep at my friends bc so many people and so little space z__z)
of course i know what you are doing when you ain't at computer♥ you lazy but sexy ass. c;
but now my baby is home, safe and sound and on computer and I couldn't be happier! ♥ ]
How you've repaid me, denied me, betrayed me. //CLOSED
Robin had been extremely depressed the last two weeks. Why? Well, the answer was simple. Andy. Andy was the reason. Two weeks ago Robin had said it was over. He didn't want to see Andy ever again. They weren't friends anymore. Well, Robin knew it was the right thing to do. But something inside of Robin said, it wasn't. It was nothing close to right.
Well, what is done is done. There was nothing the scout could have do. Except, maybe, go to Andy and forgive him- Hell no! Andy didn't deserve it. After all the lies and nights with that blue bastard, "slave of fashion", asshole. Oh how many names Robin just had for the guy who had ruined absolutely everything.
Robin was walking outside, he had absolutely no money, all the money he had had, he had used for the booze, beer and other alcohol already and now he didn't have that either! No money, no alcohol.. Robin was feeling so sick. Withdrawal symptoms were kicking in, the scout was shaking, he had been throwing up couple of times already, he had even less appetite than normally, probably he had a bit fever, everything just.. Everything sucked! So fucking bad! Robin was sitting outside, it was almost night already, the weather was a bit cold but fresh because of the rain there had been almost all day.
Outside was the only place with made Robin feel even a bit better, he still felt ill and he wanted to throw up, he was shaking and it wasn't because of the cold weather. Since it really wasn't that cold. The scout just needed alcohol -- so badly.
here have TrisMod
she is drawing and blogging
yes she is spending nearly two weeks here }
Hey you alright, I heard you were fighting with Andy again? *leans against the door frames, looking at him worried* Wanna talk about it? - Justin
Hm? *looks up, one half empty bottle of booze on his hand* First, we ain't been fighting. Second, I sorta left 'im. We ain't friends anymoar. Third... Oh I forgot dat already.. *chuckles, being slightly drunk after some beer cans and booze* I wanna drink 'bout it! Dat what I'm doin'.
Oh Jay, Hi. *hums and smiles at him, waving his hand like it’s nothing* Don’t cha worry ‘bout it. How rya, dat kiddo still ‘ere hm? *puts hands into his pockets*
Hmm, is dat so? *leans on his hands and looks at Andy* Ya mean Emma? *chuckles* Shes still 'round. With Tris. She's adorable. *smiles* 'ey, it's ok.. Ya can tell me?
Just fyi, you sir, are da real pain my arse.
Oh, is zhat so? Well, zhat just means we need to add more lube.