I swear I hated seeing, “I wish there were some people I could unmeet.” I didn’t agree with it because although that person or situation may have disappointed or hurt you, they/it were brought into your life for a reason. To show you something. To push you towards something.
But now I truly stand with the statement, “I wish there were some people I could unmeet.” No matter how much you truly try to forget them, certain things pop up. While you’re driving. While you’re watching tv. Just things & memories that reminds you of them and the aggravation and frustration of wanting to leave them in the past begins again.
Idk why the universe loves to test us this way. Like, you told me to learn the lessons from the situation. I did. You tell me to let go. I did. You tell me to heal. I am doing that. So why allow the things that hurt me resurface? Maybe I’m not over the situation as much as I thought. But, I’m exhausted at this point. I don’t care about the past. I’m looking forward to the future. This shit is so fucking sloppy and all over the place. I feel like I’m losing control.
