I hate I hate I hate how I have to deal with the same stress in this life as I did previously. I don't understand what I did to deserve it? Why do my parents have to have such high expectations? Why do I always feel like I can never meet them? My mind keeps switching between seeing them as my enemies or my idols and it makes me so distressed. Before I got to go out on my own, and the Bureau helped me with confidence and strength, but I don't have that here... I miss my found family. - Angus









