pancake|leeu

mentally ill college student | faker’s whatever | church of chovy

[xiaolovesu]

Listening to the wind of changes

• leeu, entj, she/her, 20, psych student, xiao’s

• im okay with: fluff, angst, hurt no comfort, domestics, slow burn, modern au! Anything that is sfw

• i wont write: nsfw

Request is open! I dont have taglist sorry! (I dont know how does that work)

masterlist under the cut!

Angst:

Glimpse of your life while being arranged married with Ayato - Angst

Thinking about pro player kinich…. - Angst

Snippets of your toxic relationship with Lohen- Angst

What is the definition of friendship? To you, it is your childhood friend—Scaramouche - angst

What is nostalgia? To you, it was remembering a version of Scaramouche that no longer exists.- angst

Loving Scaramouche isn’t for the weak - angst

More than friends, less than lovers—Scaramouche

A worldful of woes- Zhongli

Fluff:

Imagine being in private relationship with Pro player Scaramouche - Fluff

Academic Rival Scara! - Fluff

The joy of receiving a letter from Kazuha- fluff

Secret relationship with Xiao wasn’t so secret anymore - Fluff

Your boyfriend Scara and his unfunny reels obsession - Fluff

Genshin boys and the game i think they would play-fluff

Being in a relationship with Gamer! Scara means you already know he’ll ramble endlessly about his games whenever the two of you have free time.- fluff

He doesn’t say “i love you” often, but (various characters)-fluff

Skater! Scara doesn't believe in love at first sight until it happens to him - fluff

Livestreamer Kinich!

Livestreamer Kinich! who always talks about his wife- Fluff

Livestreamer Kinich! Who always end his live whenever its dinner time - fluff

Livestreamer Kinich! And his habits of reading comments - fluff

Pro Player Scara!

Pro Player! Scara, who doesn’t like to be interviewed - fluff

Pro Player! Scara and his one instagram following -fluff

Pro Player! Scara and a not-so-hard launch instagram story- fluff

Pro Player! Scaramouche and some of your conversations with him-fluff

Drabbles!

What an odd way of proposing —Scara

Pose for the 📷 —Xiao

Piercer! Scara

A new piercing……? —Scara

[retinaofthemindseye]

[gnawing-suspicion]

[ominous-signs]

Official ominous sign(s)

[hermes-and-apollo]

Tag game.

You are making a meal for someone. The closest thing is what you contribute to the meal.

The closest thing to me is a family member....

@zealandthesleepdeprivedbtch @booknerd2712 @epichermesholymoly @hawkeyedoodles @loch-nes-dragon @rocky-core @i-am-trashyy @bardorsomethinglikethat @chaos-triangle @thetypogoddess +open tags

[hermes-reblogs]

My 5-foot-across beanbag

@rocky-core, @mini-birdy-offical, @p0pr0x1an, @tadctonorway, @deemondude, @booknerd2712, @loch-nes-dragon, @cheekychihuahuaart, @b-does-arts, @hawkeyedoodles, @chaos-triangle, @chaoticlesbianhere, @lifeserieswatcher, @survalio, @thetypogoddess, @sugarspice-x, @thebumblebeealchemist, @br1ght-1s-d34d-2ndaccount, @txlxmachus, @thefoolingreen, @bardorsomethinglikethat, @obsessive4books, @funnybunny4everhehe, @jaxtadcismydaughter13, @causalshapeshifter, @astralfmboi, @volume-down, + open tags :)

[cheekychihuahuaart]

My Nintendo Switch controllers

@girlsnap @whatthefrogtho @rainbowllamasblog @obsidianexiledeceiver @ortizoms-chaos @perro-fome @plutonictoast @aro-luigi @shonapaqhi @samrat855 @salted-ham-in-a-can @savage654studios @friendshipgirl @fawnbabisworld @f4nd0m-h0pp3r @hispartyinvite @jellybluewig @jaxonthebox @laineygeeee @lanceylancethepiggy @zealandthesleepdeprivedbtch @maru-makaru-2016 @milo-rot @manofsomething @viyanaarts @vivipudim @pt-duckhat @ra30fsunshine

[milo-rot]

my tv remote 💔

@will-0-the-wispp @astoreboughtpancreas @galacticpringles @justcall-me-max

[will-0-the-wispp]

My Vitamins... At least its edible...?

@stargirlinwater @wouldntyouliketoknowweatherboy99 @phoenixrainsfire413 @jacksfoxevangeline @thatgurlrose @sage0clock @dazaisfavbitch

[wouldntyouliketoknowweatherboy99]

Noooo my duvet😭

@best-isopod @frogshroomsarentadrug-offical @the-arkitect @mirrorballbutmadeoffoil @ur-local-annoying-trash-can @cookiess-and-creamm @leavemealone-jk @roxyphoxy @nicothehalfblood @mothmans-annoying-cousin @flicksuniverse @inthecosmos903 @cartoonenby @jerdabigback @cabinthreeproblems @dimitrus-darling @pearl-in-vinegar @missnothing-misseverything @afterdarkafternight @victuuri-minsung-drarry + open tags <3

[leavemealone-jk]

Water 👍😀

Mooties: @star-sstruck @veethevoyd @ant-the-anteater @lilacsandhoneydew @juniperthesilliest0 @apr1l-p4p3r @kittyfoxarts @argostly @wouldntyouliketoknowweatherboy99 @wisteria-the-alterhuman

[star-sstruck]

My ghost band tee 🥲. It's ok I have another one...

@zparklezatan @artemisiamasterofnone @foxycats1 @storageproclaim @goosifertheantiquack

[zparklezatan]

NO NOT BEANS THE CHILD ZIZED TEDDY BEAR

tagz: @il0vespr1nk3ls @i-am-cursed-with-emotion @sleepyheadangel @st4rryb0nem4rrow

[sleepyhead-angel]

𝑁𝑂 𝑁𝑂𝑇 𝑀𝑌 𝐻𝐸𝐴𝐷𝑃𝐻𝑂𝑁𝐸𝑆!! ໒꒰ྀི⸝⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷̥́ ⌑ ᵒ̴̶̷̣̥̀⸝⸝⸝꒱ྀི১

𝑇𝑎𝑔𝑠: @coookiswirlz @osamus--doll--mine--expo @ki1zzm3-g00d-na1t @k4mi-noai @blurmasauraus @meandmymadness12 @g0reybonez @lori-intestine @crestf4ll3n @al-sanguis @yuri-is-r0tting 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛 𝑡𝑎𝑔𝑠!!

[coookiswirlz]

𝙉𝙤𝙤𝙤 𝙢𝙮 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙠 𝙥𝙡𝙪𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙚… 𝙗𝙮𝙚 𝙗𝙮𝙚 𝙍𝙤𝙮! :𝙘

𝙁𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖 𝙩𝙖𝙜 𝙜𝙖𝙢𝙚 ^_^

Tags: @hpdamechan @mediaholic @miruthebakerr + open tags ^_^

[miruthebakerr]

NOOO MY FAVORITE HOODIE. . . (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

Anyways. . . Tags!!!: @krismas15 @mxlody-lit-hrrrrt-1128 @pienpi @confessions0farottensena @bandagegutz @darlinglaiin @bloody------snow @shisui-is-unwell @slittersinzion @hysteria-009 @zombfiixx @dollhouse8 @dazaisfavbitch @purple-muppet-baby @your-imaginary-guardian-angel @zoobl3ofjiraiblr @kiraririi @emmch4nn @magicalcureflushot @birdres @dollyseal @pixicidal @idinee @ifyourelonelycomebelonelywithme @izumis-stage @bottleangels @dontfuckingbothermeimtired @mumus-candied-bonezzz @angelfies @karmonp1ki + open tags!! (Sorry if I forgot anyone. . . or tagged someone twice. . .)

[krismas15]

MY EARBUDS WHAT?,?,??,?,?,???..!.!!??.??

@angxlmania @saccharin3sweetness @appleejuicebox @absentmindedgaze @1nksp1ll @pinkgoatgirl + anyone else who wanna join!!!!

[pinkgoatgirl]

something edible!! a snickers!!

@holidaygirl12251 @simonsjohnny @gothiclolitasusie @sharxxybaitxdd @theworldrevolvving @nicoissucks616 @fawnii-222 @rabbiidrabbiits @bunnybugs-sys + open tags!!

[nicoissucks616]

My.....friends (VuV)

@snonkerdoodlefizzy221b @holidaygirl12251

@cr4shqueen @pinkgoatgirl

[snonkerdoodlefizzy221b]

Uauauaua!!! Hmm I got a princess storybook

@benjaminsplayhouse @lazy-n @penname-artist @allforreading @spottylightning

@oh-munda-kukkad-kamaal-da tagging you specifically because you'll see this quite late ehe /jokingly

[benjaminsplayhouse]

My sister...

@xmmilaeon

[xmmilaeon]

my phone............

@xiaolovesu @x-m00n-jelly-x

[xiaolovesu]

Electric fan…

[harusimpwanderer]

just Durin

[karmamira]

A lovely Durin<3

[scaraobsession]

HES SO CUTIEFUL OMG

[xiaolovesu]

don't let ur side quest (job) distract u from ur main quest (writing fanfic)

[xiaolovesu]

and heaven knows im miserable now😫😫😫 (i have a job)

[koganeirou]

to this day i'm still obsessed with him

[imnotjj-deactivated20260206]

"i hate spamlikers" "spamlikers dni!" "spamlikers are so annoying" "spamliking = blocked" SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UUUPPP MAYBE I JUST LIKE YOUR POSTS

[catboy-offical]

Spamlikers make my day

Reblog if ppl are welcome to spamlike you <3

[randomfoggytiger]

Tagged by @agent-troi, thank you! :DDDD

rules: go to pinterest and type in the prompts below. whatever image pops up first is your image!

prompts: color, quote, character, hobby, accessory, song lyric, flower

Tagging (you know the routine):

@writingwell, @storybycorey,

@scullys-scalpel, @trusttnno1, @borogirl, @pianogirlxf, @xxsksxxx,

@brenayla, @halfali3n, @leiascully, @catharsisxf, @frogsmulder,

@thatfragilecapricorn30, @thefinalpaperheart, @muldersfingers,

@justice-for-queequeg, @scullysmywife, @thursdayinspace,

@xf-cases-solved, @scullygazer, @numinousmysteries,

@justice-for-queequeg, @unremarkablehouse, @redteekal,

@scullyssmile, @jessahmewren, @sigritandtheelves, @fernsehn,

@demon-fetal-harvest, @lesbianagentofnothing, @mindibindi,

@gingerteaonthetardis, @freckleslikestars, @sarie-fairy, @x-fave,

@baronessblixen, @dd-is-my-guiltypleasure, @welsharcher

@agent-troi, @amplifyme, @laurencem, @illaisland, @arcticmist0324,

@aimsies-mctaymellburg, @pjstafford, @virtie333, @goshdoggett,

@limnaea, @television-overload, @cock-holliday, @mondmurner,

@pookie-mulder, @deathsbestgirl, @touchstoneaf, @jasperatedd,

@nachosncheezies, @teenie-xf, @lilydalexf, @thescullyphile,

@kiivitaja, @lavendelhaze, @sixhours, @rachg82, @cassiopeia462,

@settle-down-frohike, @scullivanbiddle, @sagan-starstuff, @carrie11,

@opentheskies, @slippinmickeys, @maybe-its-beyond-words,

@vincentsleftear, @ellivia, @b0oker18, @singeart, @liliean,

@skelavender, @dreamingofscully, @suitablyaggrieved, @loubetcha,

@goodshipsmulder, @bakedbakermom, @trans-spidey, @mamuscript,

@aloysiavirgata, and everyone else who wishes to participate~

[jasperatedd]

thanks for the tag! did not expect pinterest to know me like that…

tagging @aerowolf, @kitty-i-swear-to-gosh, @mislamicpearl, @pjo-tvs-version, and anyone else who would like to participate :D

[mispearlreblogs]

Thanks for the tag!

Hmm aside from the not having an attachment to the character (never watched Frieren) and the song lyrics, I do like the vibes I got out this!

@guplia @greenamethyst-16 @nawaris-draw @hijabiwriter @nickelwick @electrifyingelectri

[guplia]

Thanks for the tag!

[first character was also peach but I already had it pinned and first lyric was same as prev so I decided to switch things a bit lol]

No pressure tags: @iloveacronix @crystaleclipse10 @echo-e-cho and anyone else who wants to have a go!

[iloveacronix]

YAYYY tank u for the tag!!

The accessory made me laugh

No pressure tags!! @kyokittymeow @s1lents4mura1 @kronofobia @lucywesternra + anybody else!!

[lucywesternra]

THANK YOU FOR THE TAG WAAA !! Here are mine :] !!

No pressure tags !! @kronofobia @s1lents4mura1 @flowersfallingdown !!

[flowersfallingdown]

I have no clue who this character is but she slays. Also wow my Pinterest thinks I’m edgy as shit HSJFJDJ

Open to anyone who wants to join!!

[faggotvampires]

uhh im inviting myself in ! this was v fun :] honestly a very decent spread, i enjoy everything here except i dont often partake in kandi/bead making

no pressure tags: @lavenderhazeleyes @grimaussiewitch @chekhovs-chairshot @flippedorbit @aangel-biites

[lavenderhazeleyes]

Omg I love these Pinterest games :D

It’s a lot of purple which is very accurate.

(No pressure tags)

@unabashedfandreamland @sundewanimatics @iwasonceabookworm @thegracefuljay @magical-soup @indigodreams109 @www-internetangel-com @rainyallay + anyone who wants to join!

[iwasonceabookworm]

AGHHH TYSM!!! love these too <333 and heyyy we both got each characters :D

open tags :D

[your-local-book-hoarder]

Heres mineeeee!!!

npt: @x-m00n-jelly-x @nyx-is-the-blank-canvas @linlovesnoodles @oddpossumcreature @conjunction-girll @grapeflavoredraisins @andimissmylovergirl @dia-viller @kerokerrrokerroppi @yourl0calqueer @the-l0ser-st4rr @where-is-the-angst @/anyyyyy!!!

[x-m00n-jelly-x]

motherfucking accurate

(hehe i got ptv)

@xiaolovesu @xmmilaeon @zhuuszhuu @justag00ber @withered--ivy @gacha-gamers-blog @/anyyy

[xiaolovesu]

Yayayya ty for the tag (i love tag gamesss)

@hihelloimizzy @kithewanderingme @aemiiee11 @/any1 who wants to join

[yurunivo]

[x-m00n-jelly-x]

bro the iQ has broken the sound barrier

[xiaolovesu]

bro surpass nikola tesla

[littlecuriousprincess]

Every Black girl is so pretty

*reblog if you agree*

[ladynephthyss]

words to use when writing

Appetite:

craving, demand, gluttony, greed, hunger, inclination, insatiable, longing, lust, passion, ravenousness, relish, taste, thirst, urge, voracity, weakness, willingness, yearning, ardor, dedication, desire, devotion, enthusiasm, excitement, fervor, horny, intensity, keenness, wholeheartedness, zeal

Arouse:

agitate, awaken, electrify, enliven, excite, entice, foment, goad, incite, inflame, instigate, kindle, provoke, rally, rouse, spark, stimulate, stir, thrill, waken, warm, whet, attract, charm, coax, fire up, fuel, heat up, lure, produce, stir up, tantalize, tease, tempt, thrum, torment, wind up, work up

Assault:

attack, advancing, aggressive, assailing, charging, incursion, inundated, invasion, offensive, onset, onslaught, overwhelmed, ruinous, tempestuous, strike, violation, ambush, assail, barrage, bombard, bombardment, crackdown, wound

Beautiful: 

admirable, alluring, angelic, appealing, bewitching, charming, dazzling, delicate, delightful, divine, elegant, enticing, exquisite, fascinating, gorgeous, graceful, grand, magnificent, marvelous, pleasing, radiant, ravishing, resplendent, splendid, stunning, sublime, attractive, beguiling, captivating, enchanting, engaging, enthralling, eye-catching, fetching, fine, fine-looking, good-looking, handsome, inviting, lovely, mesmeric, mesmerizing, pretty, rakish, refined, striking, tantalizing, tempting

Brutal:

atrocious, barbarous, bloodthirsty, callous, cruel, feral, ferocious, hard, harsh, heartless, inhuman, merciless, murderous, pitiless, remorseless, rough, rude, ruthless, savage, severe, terrible, unmerciful, vicious, bestial, brute, brutish, cold-blooded, fierce, gory, nasty, rancorous, sadistic, uncompromising, unfeeling, unforgiving, unpitying, violent, wild

Burly:

able-bodied, athletic, beefy, big, brawny, broad-shouldered, bulky, dense, enormous, great, hard, hardy, hearty, heavily built, heavy, hefty, huge, husky, immense, large, massive, muscular, mighty, outsized, oversized, powerful, powerfully built, prodigious, robust, solid, stalwart, stocky, stout, strapping, strong, strongly built, sturdy, thick, thickset, tough, well-built, well-developed

Carnal:

animalistic, bodily, impure, lascivious, lecherous, lewd, libidinous, licentious, lustful, physical, prurient, salacious, sensuous, voluptuous, vulgar, wanton, , coarse, crude, dirty, raunchy, rough, unclean

Dangerous:

alarming, critical, fatal, formidable, impending, malignant, menacing, mortal, nasty, perilous, precarious, pressing, serious, terrible, threatening, treacherous, urgent, vulnerable, wicked, acute, damaging, deadly, death-defying, deathly, destructive, detrimental, explosive, grave, harmful, hazardous, injurious, lethal, life-threatening, noxious, poisonous, risky, severe, terrifying, toxic, unsafe, unstable, venomous

Dark:

atrocious, corrupt, forbidding, foul, infernal, midnight, morbid, ominous, sinful, sinister, somber, threatening, twilight, vile, wicked, abject, alarming, appalling, baleful, bizarre, bleak, bloodcurdling, boding evil, chilling, cold, condemned, creepy, damned, daunting, demented, desolate, dire, dismal, disturbing, doomed, dour, dread, dreary, dusk, eerie, fear, fearsome, frightening, ghastly, ghostly, ghoulish, gloom, gloomy, grave, grim, grisly, gruesome, hair-raising, haunted, hideous, hopeless, horrendous, horrible, horrid, horrific, horrifying, horror, ill-fated, ill-omened, ill-starred, inauspicious, inhospitable, looming, lost, macabre, malice, malignant, menacing, murky, mysterious, night, panic, pessimistic, petrifying, scary, shadows, shadowy, shade, shady, shocking, soul-destroying, sour, spine-chilling, spine-tingling, strange, terrifying, uncanny, unearthly, unlucky, unnatural, unnerving, weird, wretched

Delicious:

enticing, exquisite, luscious, lush, rich, savory, sweet, tasty, tempting, appetizing, delectable, flavorsome, full of flavor, juicy, lip-smacking, mouth-watering, piquant, relish, ripe, salty, spicy, scrummy, scrumptious, succulent, tangy, tart, tasty, yummy, zesty

Ecstasy:

delectation, delirium, elation, euphoria, fervor, frenzy, joy, rapture, transport, bliss, excitement, happiness, heaven, high, paradise, rhapsody, thrill, blissful, delighted, elated, extremely happy, in raptures (of delight), in seventh heaven, jubilant, on cloud nine, overexcited, overjoyed, rapturous, thrilled

Ecstatic:

delirious, enraptured, euphoric, fervent, frenzied, joyous, transported, wild

Erotic:

amatory, amorous, aphrodisiac, carnal, earthy, erogenous, fervid, filthy, hot, impassioned, lascivious, lecherous, lewd, raw, romantic, rousing, salacious, seductive, sensual, sexual, spicy, steamy, stimulating, suggestive, titillating, voluptuous, tantalizing

Gasp:

catch of breath, choke, gulp, heave, inhale, pant, puff, snort, wheeze, huff, rasp, sharp intake of air, short of breath, struggle for breath, swallow, winded 

Heated:

ardent, avid, excited, fervent, fervid, fierce, fiery, frenzied, furious, impassioned, intense, passionate, raging, scalding, scorched, stormy, tempestuous, vehement, violent, ablaze, aflame, all-consuming, blazing, blistering, burning, crazed, explosive, febrile, feverish, fired up, flaming, flushed, frantic, hot, hot-blooded, impatient, incensed, maddening, obsessed, possessed, randy, searing, sizzling, smoldering, sweltering, torrid, turbulent, volatile, worked up, zealous

Hunger:

appetite, ache, craving, gluttony, greed, longing, lust, mania, mouth-watering, ravenous, voracious, want, yearning, thirst

Hungry:

avid, carnivorous, covetous, craving, eager, greedy, hungered, rapacious, ravenous, starved, unsatisfied, voracious, avaricious, desirous, famished, grasping, insatiable, keen, longing, predatory, ravening, starving, thirsty, wanting

Intense:

forceful, severe, passionate, acute, agonizing, ardent, anxious, biting, bitter, burning, close, consuming, cutting, deep, eager, earnest, excessive, exquisite, extreme, fervent, fervid, fierce, forcible, great, harsh, impassioned, keen, marked, piercing, powerful, profound, severe, sharp, strong, vehement, violent, vivid, vigorous

Liquid:

damp, cream, creamy, dripping, ichorous, juicy, moist, luscious, melted, moist, pulpy, sappy, soaking, solvent, sopping, succulent, viscous, wet / aqueous, broth, elixir, extract, flux, juice, liquor, nectar, sap, sauce, secretion, solution, vitae, awash, moisture, boggy, dewy, drenched, drip, drop, droplet, drowning, flood, flooded, flowing, fountain, jewel, leaky, milky, overflowing, saturated, slick, slippery, soaked, sodden, soggy, stream, swamp, tear, teardrop, torrent, waterlogged, watery, weeping

Lithe:

agile, lean, pliant, slight, spare, sinewy, slender, supple, deft, fit, flexible, lanky, leggy, limber, lissom, lissome, nimble, sinuous, skinny, sleek, slender, slim, svelte, trim, thin, willowy, wiry

Moan:

beef, cry, gripe, grouse, grumble, lament, lamentation, plaint, sob, wail, whine, bemoan, bewail, carp, deplore, grieve, gripe, grouse, grumble, keen, lament, sigh, sob, wail, whine, mewl

Moving:

(exciting,) affecting, effective  arousing, awakening, breathless, dynamic, eloquent, emotional, emotive, expressive, fecund, far-out, felt in gut, grabbed by, gripping, heartbreaking, heartrending, impelling, impressive, inspirational, meaningful, mind-bending, mind-blowing, motivating, persuasive, poignant, propelling, provoking, quickening, rallying, rousing, significant, stimulating, simulative, stirring, stunning, touching, awe-inspiring, energizing, exhilarating, fascinating, heart pounding, heart stopping, inspiring, riveting, thrilling

Need:

compulsion, demand, desperate, devoir, extremity, impatient longing, must, urge, urgency / desire, appetite, avid, burn, craving, eagerness, fascination, greed, hunger, insatiable, longing, lust, taste, thirst, voracious, want, yearning, ache, addiction, aspiration, desire, fever, fixation, hankering, hope, impulse, inclination, infatuation, itch, obsession, passion, pining, wish, yen

Pain: 

ache, afflict, affliction, agony, agonize, anguish, bite, burn, chafe, distress, fever, grief, hurt, inflame, laceration, misery, pang, punish, sting, suffering, tenderness, throb, throe, torment, torture, smart

Painful:

aching, agonizing, arduous, awful, biting, burning, caustic, dire, distressing, dreadful, excruciating, extreme, grievous, inflamed, piercing, raw, sensitive, severe, sharp, tender, terrible, throbbing, tormenting, angry, bleeding, bloody, bruised, cutting, hurting, injured, irritated, prickly, skinned, smarting, sore, stinging, unbearable, uncomfortable, upsetting, wounded

Perverted: 

aberrant, abnormal, corrupt, debased, debauched, defiling, depraved, deviant, monstrous, tainted, twisted, vicious, warped, wicked, abhorrent, base, decadent, degenerate, degrading, dirty, disgusting, dissipated, dissolute, distasteful, hedonistic, immodest, immoral, indecent, indulgent, licentious, nasty, profligate, repellent, repugnant, repulsive, revolting, shameful, shameless, sickening, sinful, smutty, sordid, unscrupulous, vile 

Pleasurable:

charming, gratifying, luscious, satisfying, savory, agreeable, delicious, delightful, enjoyable, nice, pleasant, pleasing, soothing, succulent

Pleasure:

bliss, delight, gluttony, gratification, relish, satisfaction, thrill, adventure, amusement, buzz, contentment, delight, desire, ecstasy, enjoyment, excitement, fun, happiness, harmony, heaven, joy, kick, liking, paradise, seventh heaven 

Rapacious:

avaricious, ferocious, furious, greedy, predatory, ravening, ravenous, savage, voracious, aggressive, gluttonous, grasping, insatiable, marauding, plundering

Rapture:

bliss, ecstasy, elation, exaltation, glory, gratification, passion, pleasure, floating, unbridled joy

Rigid:

adamant, austere, definite, determined, exact, firm, hard, rigorous, solid, stern, uncompromising, unrelenting, unyielding, concrete, fixed, harsh, immovable, inflexible, obstinate, resolute, resolved, severe, steadfast, steady, stiff, strong, strict, stubborn, taut, tense, tight, tough, unbending, unchangeable, unwavering

Sudden:

abrupt, accelerated, acute, fast, flashing, fleeting, hasty, headlong, hurried, immediate, impetuous, impulsive, quick, quickening, rapid, rash, rushing, swift, brash, brisk, brusque, instant, instantaneous, out of the blue, reckless, rushed, sharp, spontaneous, urgent, without warning

Thrust:

(forward) advance, drive, forge, impetus, impulsion, lunge, momentum, onslaught, poke, pressure, prod, propulsion, punch, push, shove, power, proceed, progress, propel

(push hard) assail, assault, attack, bear down, buck, drive, force, heave, impale, impel, jab, lunge, plunge, press, pound, prod, ram, shove, stab, transfix, urge, bang, burrow, cram, gouge, jam, pierce, punch, slam, spear, spike, stick

Thunder-struck:

amazed, astonished, aghast, astounded, awestruck, confounded, dazed, dazed, dismayed, overwhelmed, shocked, staggered, startled, stunned, gob-smacked, bewildered, dumbfounded, flabbergasted, horrified, incredulous, surprised, taken aback 

Torment:

agony, anguish, hurt, misery, pain, punishment, suffering, afflict, angst, conflict, distress, grief, heartache, misfortune, nightmare, persecute, plague, sorrow, strife, tease, test, trial, tribulation, torture, turmoil, vex, woe

Touch:

(physical) - blow, brush, caress, collide, come together, contact, converge, crash, cuddle, embrace, feel, feel up, finger, fondle, frisk, glance, glide, graze, grope, handle, hit, hug, impact, join, junction, kiss, lick, line, manipulate, march, massage, meet, nudge, palm, partake, pat, paw, peck, pet, pinch, probe, push, reach, rub, scratch, skim, slide, smooth, strike, stroke, suck, sweep, tag, tap, taste, thumb, tickle, tip, touching, toy, bite, bump, burrow, buss, bury, circle, claw, clean, clutch, cover, creep, crush, cup, curl, delve, dig, drag, draw, ease, edge, fiddle with, flick, flit, fumble, grind, grip, grub, hold, huddle, knead, lap, lave, lay a hand on, maneuver, manhandle, mash, mold, muzzle, neck, nestle, nibble, nip, nuzzle, outline, play, polish, press, pull, rasp, ravish, ream, rim, run, scoop, scrabble, scrape, scrub, shave, shift, shunt, skate, slip, slither, smack, snake, snuggle, soothe, spank, splay, spread, squeeze, stretch, swipe, tangle, tease, thump, tongue, trace, trail, tunnel twiddle, twirl, twist, tug, work, wrap 

(mental) - communicate, examine, inspect, perception, scrutinize

Wet:

bathe, bleed, burst, cascade, course, cover, cream, damp, dampen, deluge, dip, douse, drench, dribble, drip, drizzle, drool, drop, drown, dunk, erupt, flood, flow, gush, immerse, issue, jet, leach, leak, moisten, ooze, overflow, permeate, plunge, pour, rain, rinse, run, salivate, saturate, secrete, seep, shower, shoot, slaver, slobber, slop, slosh, sluice, spill, soak, souse, spew, spit, splash, splatter, spout, spray, sprinkle, spurt, squirt, steep, stream, submerge, surge, swab, swamp, swill, swim, trickle, wash, water

Wicked:

abominable, amoral, atrocious, awful, base, barbarous, dangerous, debased, depraved, distressing, dreadful, evil, fearful, fiendish, fierce, foul, heartless, hazardous, heinous, immoral, indecent, intense, mean, nasty, naughty, nefarious, offensive, profane, scandalous, severe, shameful, shameless, sinful, terrible, unholy, vicious, vile, villainous, wayward, bad, criminal, cruel, deplorable, despicable, devious, ill-intentioned, impious, impish, iniquitous, irreverent, loathsome, Machiavellian, mad, malevolent, malicious, merciless, mischievous, monstrous, perverse, ruthless, spiteful, uncaring, unkind, unscrupulous, vindictive, virulent, wretched

Writhe: 

agonize, bend, jerk, recoil, lurch, plunge, slither, squirm, struggle, suffer, thrash, thresh, twist, wiggle, wriggle, angle, arc, bow, buck, coil, contort, convulse, curl, curve, fidget, fight, flex, go into spasm, grind, heave, jiggle, jolt, kick, rear, reel, ripple, resist, roll, lash, lash out, screw up, shake, shift, slide, spasm, stir, strain, stretch, surge, swell, swivel, thrust, turn violently, tussle, twitch, undulate, warp, worm, wrench, wrestle, yank 

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what is the odds of having diluc’s wife as your patient- diluc r.

light angst

cw: diluc has a wife, u are his ex😭🫵🏻

The sterile white walls of the clinic felt like they were closing in, the rhythmic thrum-thrum of the fetal monitor the only thing tethering you to reality. You gripped your pen until your knuckles turned ivory, your breath hitching in the back of your throat as you glanced at the patient chart in your hand.

Mrs. Ragnvindr.

The name felt like a jagged piece of glass in your mouth. You forced a neutral, practiced mask onto your features, smoothing the front of your lab coat before pushing open the door.

Diluc sat in the corner chair, the leather creaking under his weight. He looked exactly as he did the day he shattered your world—sharp, poised, and devastatingly handsome in a way that made your chest ache with a dull, persistent throb. The memory surfaced unbidden, cruel and vivid: the coldness in his eyes when he’d said those words, “I don’t want to have a child.” You had spent months whispering hints of a future, painting a picture of a home filled with laughter and small, stumbling footsteps, only for him to rip the canvas to shreds in a single sentence.

"Doctor?" The soft voice of his wife jolted you back. She was beautiful, her expression radiant and filled with a fragile, hopeful warmth that you recognized all too well.

"My apologies," you murmured, your voice steady despite the storm raging beneath your ribs. You moved to the bedside, your hands slightly trembling as you adjusted the ultrasound probe. "Let’s see how our little one is doing today."

The room fell into a heavy, suffocating silence, punctuated only by the whoosh of the doppler. You worked with mechanical precision, your eyes fixed on the screen, refusing to meet Diluc’s gaze even as you felt the heavy weight of his eyes on your profile. You focused on the tiny, fluttering heartbeat—a miracle that existed here, but was denied to you.

"It’s a girl," you whispered, the words catching on a sudden, sharp intake of air.

You shifted your gaze then, and the sight nearly brought you to your knees. Diluc had stood up, his hand resting protectively on his wife’s shoulder. His jaw, usually set in that familiar, stoic line, was trembling. Tears—bright and unchecked—welled in his eyes, his gaze fixed on the monitor with a raw, unadulterated adoration that you had spent years desperate to see directed at you.

His wife let out a joyful, tearful laugh, reaching up to cover her mouth. "Oh, Diluc. A daughter."

Diluc didn’t speak, but he leaned down, pressing his forehead against his wife’s, his fingers tracing the curve of her belly with a tenderness that felt like a knife twisting in your gut. He was glowing, his entire posture softened by a vulnerability you had been told didn't exist in him.

You watched them—the picture of the life you had once built in your dreams—and felt a hollow, numbing realization settle into your bones. He hadn't been incapable of fatherhood; he had just been waiting for the right person to make it worth the sacrifice.

"Congratulations, Mr. and Mrs. Ragnvindr," you said, your voice remarkably calm, though your heart felt like it was crumbling into ash.

You handed over the printout, your fingers brushing his briefly—a contact that sent a jolt of ice through your veins. You bowed low, using the movement to hide the sheen of tears in your own eyes. As they turned to leave, you caught his gaze one last time. You offered a short, curt nod, a silent acknowledgment of the wreckage he left behind and the life he had so easily chosen to build without you.

He lingered for a second, his expression unreadable, a flicker of something—regret? Recognition?—passing through his eyes before he turned away, hand guiding his wife out the door. The heavy click of the door closing behind them sounded like a final gavel strike, leaving you alone in the sterile silence of the examination room. You remained bowed, your head tilted toward the linoleum floor, waiting for the trembling in your hands to subside.

The weight of the realization crushed the last remnants of the hope you had kept tucked away in the back of your mind. For years, you had blamed his refusal on his own guarded nature, on his commitment to his career, and on his cold exterior. You had told yourself he simply wasn't the "family type." But watching him now—the way he cradled his wife’s hand, the way his eyes softened with a devotion he had never shown you—the truth was laid bare in the most agonizing way possible.

He hadn't been afraid of the commitment. He hadn't been closed off to the idea of a life shared. You let out a jagged, shaky breath, your chest hitching as the reality cemented itself into your heart: He is ready to build a future and a family, but not with you.

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note: i plan to write this for scara but i change the whole story bcos i dont wanna give u guys another scara ansgt😭😭😭

[rinoomi]

xiao wip

[xiaolovesu]

holy art

[xiaolovesu]

will you continue your lisa fanfic because i haven’t read a genshin woman fanfic ever.

of course!!! i just need time hihihi

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OMGGG GIRL WHEN I SAW FAKER ON YOUR BIO I KNEW IMMEDIATELY THAT YOU ARE LCK GIRLY AND BEING IN A GENSHIN FANDOM IS A BONUSSSS TOO

We are twin

Lck twinnnn!!!! who is ur fave player? u can send another ask if ever u saw this!!!

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I can’t believe one of my fave writer is a psych student

😳😳😳 u make me blushhhh