My brain: hey. I see you’ve been going through a lot lately. I see you. Here. I got you a gift.
Me, opening the box labeled “another panic attack”: oh boy I wonder what it is!
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My brain: hey. I see you’ve been going through a lot lately. I see you. Here. I got you a gift.
Me, opening the box labeled “another panic attack”: oh boy I wonder what it is!
i hate it when i forget my phone somewhere for a bit and then when i remember, i rush to grab it because im like ‘oh my friends probably messaged me and are wondering where i am” because i don’t want to leave any messages from anyone hanging… and then i check my screen and i have 0 notifications :’)
"Stop fucking looking at me"
A little piece of vent art I made that doubles as fan art, I guess. I hate going outside. I always feel so out of place. I'm always paranoid that I'm going to do or say something wrong or weird. I hate that if if I mess up with strangers, that will just be their impression of me forever. I wish I wasn't so awkward. I'm always super conscious of the fact I am, and it makes it worse. I donno, it all is just so stressful. Anyway, watching botchi makes me feel better, I can relate to her alot
so…. I have a delema
But first… for those who don’t know me: Hi, I’m Ri. I like WKUK way too much and am a recovering parasocial bandom nerd. back to my delema: I really want to start doing comedy as like.. a side thing from art. My issue is that well… first of all I don’t have a sketch comedy troupe so I’m doing improvised stand up for now. And since I am a minor… the only real option i got is my schools annual talent show. If I do it… my parents and probs other family are going to come, and my material is stuff I REALLY don’t feel comfortable with my family hearing. I feel my stand up style relies on the balance of my angst and dark/random/absurde humor, my mom won’t wanna hear about Timmy Cult or me bitching about my cousins and how I feel like an outcast.
I also have anxiety so the spotlight might not be good for me, I belive most of my school hates me so I think I’ll bomb or I’ll just get way too overwhelmed. My friends @crowzncardz and @remyrockstheworld both do theather so I also don’t wanna make it seem like I’m copying them.
at the end of the day, I know it’s never gonna work and I’m just not cut out for anything. I’ll never be like WKUK, I’m not funny or creative or smart enough. Ever since the 8th grade poetry slam incident, I’ve been scared to put my creativity out on stage, I’ll probs become the butt of the joke once agian.
Imma leave you mf’s with a poll
Should I peruse comedy
yes
no
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Let Neurodivergent People Advocate Foir Themselves
I usually don't post serious stuff, but I needed to comment on something. I am neurodivergent, and so are several other of my family members. I have noticed we are constantly treated like children. I cant remember the last time I have been allowed to speak for myself. And when it came to school I was never taught to advocate for myself, or learn to set boundaries. And I real like that was kinda important. So, if any parents of neurodivergent children, or people who are neurodivergent, are listening please teach/ learn how to speak for yourself and set boundaries, and that they are not an inconvenience to anyone else and advocating for themselves isn’t a annoyance.
Sorry to my friends that I don’t text back even tho they can see I am activ on the apps, I am really sad and I don’t know how to respond to your text. I don’t want to burn you with my sadness so I will be back after I get my s together.
I feel like a bad friend and knowing I don’t respond makes me more anxious FORGIVE ME PLEASE
Why the fuck
I get so energetic and suddenly loving life after the most demolishing anxiety attack ever?!!!?!
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