Tell me what you had for lunch.
you guys seem to like drabbles so im back with more (it’s a semi? drabble - it’s pretty damn long)
im not feeling too great tdy so this one’s a bit different (still fluff! Haven’t gone off the dark end yet…😔) + my family ATE ALL THE SUSHI AND LEFT TWO PIECES FOR ME ONLY. LIKE OK IG ILL JUST STARVE??? SO MUCH FOR DINNER?????????
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Please DNI if you are sensitive to or would not like to read any of the topics mentioned below, please remember to take care of yourself!
→ mentions of ed
→ mentions of skipping meals
→ mentions of depression
→ possible ooc (my fault since im pretty new to the game, i did try and do my research tho💔) + possibly my own hcs
→ not proofread
twst azul ashengrotto x gn!reader oneshot
Azul takes care of you when you don’t take care of yourself.
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☆you had a bad day at school recently and with your mood deteriorating, so did your appetite.
☆Azul notices immediately when you show up to the mostro lounge less often than you used to
🐙: “where’s y/n?”
☆Azul immediately puts jade in charge the moment his meeting with his client ends and heads towards ramshackle’s mirror when you don’t come at all one day
☆Grim was out doing whatever he usually did when he got roped into ace and deuce’s shenanigans (haha can you tell i’m only on book 4 im sorry guys</3)
☆you were just lying around, on your phone, ignoring how your stomach growled at you for neglecting it for days due to your sour mood
☆honestly you cut all the classes you had today and forgot to eat breakfast even though it was ages ago that you had eaten a proper meal.
☆let’s just say when you got into a mood, that mood lasted for quite a bit.
☆so imagine your shock when you look up from your phone to see a frowning azul glaring at your poor posture as you hunched over your phone (he got in bc the door could barely even stay on it’s hinges💔)
“…what are you doing.”
Azul looked unimpressed as he watched you practically melt into your beat up sofa. He walked up to you and just stood awkwardly beside where you sat before fidgeting with his scarf.
“…is the mostro lounge not to your liking anymore?”
What? That caught you off guard.
“No, why?”
“Well you didn’t show up today…”
Pfft. This man always managed to make you crack a smile even when you were in one of your depressive moods. The fact he actually noticed you’d stopped visiting as often and ran here the moment he realised you weren’t going to show up today was honestly kind of endearing.
As you giggled to yourself as a very confused Azul just kinda stood there. (🧍♂️)
“No, Azul. The mostro lounge is very much still my favourite spot.” (This made the octomer blush, not that he’d admit it.)
“Then why-“
The sour look creeped back onto your face as you picked at the tips of your fingernails which made Azul immediately stopped mid sentence. The gears in his brain turned when he saw your untouched uniform, the messy room, your slimmer cheeks. Azul isn’t stupid.
“Y/n…”
“It’s not.”
“Have you been taking care of yourself?”
“…sure.”
“Tell me what you had for lunch.”
Ah. The question you had feared. It was currently 3 pm and you still haven’t eaten anything. How could you when you just felt so disgusting. You picked at the tips of your fingernails as you avoided eye contact with the now serious Azul.
Azul was no stranger to disordered eating, especially when induced by depression or anxiety. The octomer understood what it was like to have insecurities; He himself would count calories in his food due to his past bullies and insecurities which would only get worse when he was under stress. This meant he didn’t force you to eat anything.
Azul just took a seat next to you as he pulled you….. into a hug?
“y/n, you’ve always been perfect; to me at least.”
Those very words gave you the smallest bit of solace you were so desperately seeking in this awful week. He pulled away from you eventually and he looked flustered as hell.
For a bit there was just peaceful silence between the two of you.
then your stomach growled like it was begging you to feed it literally anything. Even galvanised steel bars would work at this point.
“Are you hungry?”
You nod as azul pulls out a snack box he brought along with your favourite vending machine drink you got occasionally at the mostro lounge.
“…you memorised my favourite drink?”
“of course I did, silly.” OHMYGODBRO
Azul would open the snack box to reveal watermelon cut into bite sized chunks, peeled tangerine, blueberries and strawberries with the green part already removed for you.
“I… I cut these for myself originally.”
Sure you did buddy like you didn’t make a fruit salad for y/n before heading out.
The octomer gently lifted a cube of watermelon to your mouth when he notices your lack of energy from skipping meals. He slides it into your mouth gently and wipes the corners of your lips with his thumb because there was “watermelon juice”.
His fingertips tinge pink when they touch your lips and he looks away so you don’t see the tips of his ears going red.
“if you wont take care of yourself, I will.”
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GUYS MY DAD WALKED INTO ME WRITING AZUL HAND FEEDING US.
its currently 12am and i have a chemistry test tomorrow. well better take a nap at least… anyways long ahh fic eat up guys 💝
