#asexuality?

[fruitdragon]

The gender and sexuality thing - my journey

faking crushes on guys so they won't look at you weird

Everyone wants to be a guy sometimes. It's just like that

Is it weird that I hate the way my name sounds and wish it was more masculine or at least gender neutral

Girls are so pretty!! Boys are weird (you'll grow out of it, you will not)

Learn the word lesbian. Think that's it

Alternate between thinking you're bisexual or only attracted to women

Maybe I'll just be more masculine, clothing doesn't equal gender

Get called a dyke a lot, because it's junior high

My brother comes out as trans guy. I get to see I have more options

I'm non-binary, change my name and start wearing a binder at school and use they/them pronouns

Have a breakdown over whether or not I can call myself a lesbian?

Words have the meaning you assign to them

Maybe I'm asexual? Or aromantic?

Girls, maybe on the aromantic spectrum (maybe it's my autism? Maybe it's Maybelline)

Get distracted by my many health issues, hard to worry about gender and sexuality when your ligaments are eating themselves

I have a lot of sex to figure myself out, girls are pretty and I am a bottom. You can have sex with people you are not attracted to and it can still be fun

Get told on the internet that me calling myself queer is an insult and a slur that can't be reclaimed

Too late baby I'm a Genderqueer faggot and a dyke

Still exploring myself because the journey never ends

Start hitting transphobes and homophobes with my cane

During this journey other things happen. I met a Non-binary elderly person named Pix who has a wife and now aspire to be them

I got diagnosed with multiple things! I became more of a mess then usual

I discovered a lot of music and connected myself to that!

I grew up and realized that my gender and sexuality isn't the end all be all of me as a person and it isn't the end of the world.

Had a lot more sex with my friends and still am just close friends with them even if we aren't having that type of intimacy anymore

[thearomancer]

Ya know, maybe the Allos are onto something

This sex stuff seems pretty decent

[koscheix]

Part 2

Idk if I said things right in my last post because it was 4am and i was angry as shit at myself. I've never had a desire to have sex or engage in sexual activities with anyone or anything in my entire life- but what I noticed is that I have in my life had the capability to be turned on (never with someone else and very rarely but like, it still happened?) Idk how to explain it but like,,, its happened like 5 times in my 18 years of life but the fact is they still happened and its confuuuusssiiinnngggggg

[cyanide-sodapop]

what’s it called when sex sounds nice to you in theory but in practice you’d probably be too nervous so you wouldn’t wanna have it

[extremelyevilmushroomthey]

i think im missing whatever makes people people but that’s ok because i really like silksong and ultrakill and also im hot

[peachesingreece]

Being attracted to men, but like. The way a small child likes interesting bugs. Like wow. I really like that guy. He’s neat to look at and I like how he moves around. I’d like to catch him in a little jar and take him home with me. The jar will sit on my nightstand and I’ll put some leaves and sticks inside for his enrichment. I’ll feed him little treats and let him crawl on my hand. I’ll examine him with a microscope to try and categorize him. Maybe sometimes I’ll shake the jar a bit just to see what he does about it. If he’s boring, eventually I’ll release him back into the wild and look for a new bug. If he’s really interesting, I’ll keep him for the entirety of his lifespan

[warrior-of-luna]

THIS WOMAN MY GOD