#ash thoughts

[ash-the-mushroom-mage]

I'm reading project hail mary at the moment (yes I know after watching the movie how uncivilised of me) and it has come to my attention that Dimitri is an entirely underrated character in the movie. He is a fucking mad man and I love him for it. The pure chaos induced whimsy this man creates is next level.

[sugaryashes]

Dude. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH IT IT MAKES ME BECOME SHAKESPHERE WHENEVER I SEE A PANEL OF HIM.

My dearest Yoo Joonghyuk, even under your cold hard stare my heart leaps for joy just to see you in your truest self. All there is instead of fear in my heart sinking it to the pits of my stomach there is love making it flutter up to my throat making me weak for you. Entirely under your gaze makes me want to profess my love for you from the highest rooftops all for you. Even if you may try to kill me ile come back twice as strong just for you to acknowledge me.

I love this man so much dude. I LOVE HIS MAD DOG FACE SO MUCH TEEHEE

[thetravelingtyper]

memento mori

Think of how Laika by Wil Wagner breaks my heart. It's about a good pup sent to space by the Soviets, but the lyrics are for Simon.

Some man condemned to death after death, buried alive, and left for dead who made himself into a weapon. He was nothing but ashes and dust.

Until something gives him life again, learning to live only to go back into the hands of death.

"...And as I awake I'm shocked and amazed At the sheer, crushing empty

And I look down on men's little earth Sitting there quietly, wondering what it's worth And I drift away, but that's okay There's more room to play out here than back in my cage

What is it worth, this constant cycle of self-hatred and death, Revenge beyond the horizon of a dark life.

And I know I will die But that is fine 'Cause in some way, I am helping mankind And I don't understand 'Cause I'm not as smart as them But even a parachute would have shown that they cared"

But then, some bright light in the dark, savior, breathes into a peaceful death, and he becomes once again a man.

"And so, I float on Space's only dog Friend to the stars Pet of the sun From my little ship, I dream of my bone A walk in the park, something comfy to sleep on

And they call me Laika, but I'd just like to say That I was born Little Curly, and I'll die with that name Yeah, they call me Laika, but I'd just like to say I was born Little Curly, and I'll die with that name"

[ashketchup119]

rain be like "i will expose you" oh nooooo the people will know i experience attraction to fictional men how will i ever recover... NOT!!! i subject y'all to fictional men all the time and i somehow still have followers i'm not about to stop

also we should NOT LEAK DMS, our PRIVATE CONVERSATIONS (not serious/not mad)

[ashnotashe]

Thanks for the 19 reblogs :3

feel kinda bad for your front page though

For what? I'm spreading awareness that a big mommy girl should drug me and take me to her place I think it's perfect

[empty-cryptid]

I think I need to write a little fic about Bruno and all of his little noises he makes. *thinking thoughts*

[amidalashandmaidens]

I re-watched My Neighbour Totoro today and--

Eileen + Holly bond over that movie

Jotaro likes seeing two people he loves getting along.

[staysuki]

feeling sad cuz of the skz world tour 😔💔 [petty rant ahead—but also at some point it turned kinda poetic cuz being overdramatic is how i let go of my feelingszcfzagvz, like, i see clips of their concert and i feel like crying because i queued up in ticketmaster for so long, only to end up heartbroken]

they're in LA on july 9-10—which is literally my birthday week, so i was so excited to get tickets :((( i get to see them live AND it'll be my first time going to a concert ever. it honestly felt like the stars were aligning: birthday week, venue is near where i live, first concert and it's with skz.

but because of the frEaKING SCALPERS 😤😤😤 oh the dreams of but-a small town girl was shattered. why must the big corporations have to be so cruel 💔 all we want to see is 8 gorgeous men singing and dancing on stage. oh how i foolishly thought i could afford the tickets, only to see the prices going up to 2000 dollars to 5000 dollars.

now, the wheels of their tour have started to spin, and i'm stuck here in my bedroom—looking out the window of what could have been. soon they fly over yonder, and then i will wonder: will i ever see them in person? or will i still be kept in my lavish prison 😔💔

perhaps i was destined for bigger and better things—to see them elsewhere or sometime else 😔 maybe this year was not my year.

anyways, so happy for the boys but so very bitter still.