Something endos/willos/tulpas etc. will never understand is the actual emotional turmoil that comes with being an actual system. My formation wasn't funny or silly or "out of the blue" or because we "wanted" a Zuko fictive.
My formation came from months, if not years, of demonization for my mental health.
Being told that I'm wrong or bad because I can't regulate my tone thanks to AUDHD (which, to clarify, I always apologise if I've upset someone). Even being called straight up abusive, by someone who doesn't even know us, because of how my partner and I joke with each other. My trauma is not your cosplay. My struggles are not your cosplay. I don't want to have to exist the way that I do, but here I am. As our primary protector said: "I would trade my life if it meant we didn't exist the way we did".
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