“ I.. love you.. Dummy “ Scaramouche/ Wanderer x G!NReader
PART 2: HIS POINT OF VIEW
PART 5: I.. LOVE YOU… DUMMY
Running through the busy street of japan. i let out exaggerating huffs as i continue my way down to Y/N’s House. my vision blurs as i tripped on my own shoelace. grunting in annoyance, i stood up once more to continue running. ignoring the excruciating pain that i am feeling, down on my knees i moved forward. my heart aches as i feel hot tears running down my face. annoyed at my emotions spiraling out of control i angrily screamed.
Oh, Y/N you’ve molded me into a person i’ve never believed i can become.
You’ve made me feel like human again..
And it frustrates me to the point i’ve become obsessed with you.
Upon reaching their Home, i squatted down on their front porch, being out of breath and feeling tired i suddenly collapsed fully on the floor.
I grabbed my phone that only has 38% battery life.. i shakily called their number.
Then, you’ve finally picked up.
Just hearing you say one word made me crumble down on my knees, feeling the butterflies, that i’ve felt before.
I sat down on the steps, while calming my heart down..
‘ Scara? why’re you calling me..? ‘
I sighed as an irk mark appeared on my forehead before stopping myself to say something sarcastic.
I breathlessly said as I stood up straight. before i walking out in the open, near the street.
‘ wha- what do you mean? ‘ You sat up on your bed careful not to wake lumine up.
“ I’m.. right outside your house.. you dummy.”
Wait.. what? is he messing with me? I scanned my bedroom before carefully checking to see if lumine is awake, once i found out she isn’t, i slowly get off my bed before taking a cardigan from the floor.
as i take my phone that i laid on the bed, i found a bell. a bell that has my initial and.. maybe scara’s. taking the small bell from the bedside table, i hurriedly went out of my room.
ah.. so she has found it.. i sighed as i snuggled close Y/N’s comforters. eyebrows furrowing.. i calmed myself down..
In the end.. i will never get chosen.. this is fine.. as long as those two are okay..
I turned over to look up on the ceiling, with a heavy heart.. my eyes started swelling up in tears. i choke back a sob as i cried to myself.
When will it ever be me..?
I gasped loudly as i felt my phone vibrate in my pockets, digging through my pockets to fish my phone out, i answered the call without looking at the name of the caller.
Childe slid down on the park bench, he can only hope that his dear friend can.. take care of the misunderstanding that he and Dottore caused. Childe stares at his calloused rough hands he bit his cheek.
He feels stupid.. for doing something like that, he wholeheartedly regrets what he did.
He whipped out his phone to call scaramouche only to hesitate for a minute.
Should i call him? Childe thought as he bit his lip, he rubbed his hands together to create a source of heat for awhile.
Childe threw his hands up in the air, frustrated. eyes glowing dimmer as he looked up on the dark sky. it’s already dark.. childe thought as he shivered. he stood up and wrapped his red scarf around his neck to look more presentable.
Glancing at his phone contacts.. he found Lumine’s contact number.. a small smile and a slight pinkish hue on his cheeks appeared as he called the girl’s number.
She have finally picked up the call!
“ Hey girlie.. can i drop by your place for awhile? “
Lumine scoffs as she rolled around Y/N’s bed. before answering.
‘ Sure I guess.. but make sure to bring some food. Paimon won’t let you in if you don’t have any food for her. ‘
Hearing that, Childe let out a sweet and genuine laugh.
Puzzling Lumine, Lumine listened to his laugh as heat rushes through her face.
It’s cute.. his laugh is cute… wait what? Lumine panics as she fumbled around, how could she have such thoughts to her arch-nemesis!
grumbling, Lumine once again scoffs as she ends the call.
Childe being puzzled as to why the called ended, he regains his composure before smiling widely. oh how he’ll buy Tons of 5-star food take-out just to impress Lumine’s younger sister.. to catch Lumine’s heart.
feeling all giddy he skipped towards a nearby restaurant to order tons of delicious delicacies.
One step.. two steps.. Overthinking.. His point of view.. feeling helpless.. and catching the after-effect.
As You stride towards the front door, with a look of worry plastered on your face.
Overthinking of what’s happening…
Thinking of his Point of View..
Feeling helpless as my thoughts consumes me..
Oh how i anticipate the after-effect.
Opening the door.. you took one step.. and two steps forward. Inhaling and exhaling. fidgeting with your hands, eyes darting everywhere. seemingly clouded by your thoughts.. scaramouche took three steps forward.. Arms opening up to take you in an embrace.
Your eyes widens as you stare at him. he wasn’t supposed to be here.. he wasn’t supposed.. to be here infront of me..
You thought to yourself, as you took a fews steps backwards. sensing your awkwardness, scaramouche lowers his hand down onto his sides before bowing respectfully.
“ Y/N.. that.. reply you’ve got.. it’s a misunderstanding.. “
You stood there completely silent, as you forgot how to speak, as if you’ve become a new born child.
“ It’s not what you think it is, believe me.. i don’t know how to fully explain it to you… “
Scaramouche kept himself on a 90 degree bow, waiting for you to say anything.
still feeling shocked you’ve managed to let out a few words..
‘ I love you.. ‘ You said before covering your mouth up with your hand. eyes widening and cheeks reddening.
Uttering out those three words, scaramouche stood up straight before embracing you in a tight hug.
‘ I’ve never thought of you as a nuisance.. ‘
‘ I’ve never seen you nothing but someone who’m i greatly cherish.. someone who i see a future with.. ‘
‘ I’ve never wished to make you cry. ‘
‘ I’ve never wished to hurt your feelings. ‘
Those assurances gave you hope, it gave you a new light. it’s a hope in the dark.
Scaramouche held the back of your head, loving and gently, as he stroked your back.
it’s amazing.. to see him act and be so humane. it amazed you to see him be like this..
You didn’t know that you were crying, you didn’t feel your tears streaming down your face. you didn’t feel how your chest tightened by hearing those words that scaramouche stated. you didn’t feel how your arms gripped wrap around scara’s frame.. you were too mesmerized at the sight of him being so humane, being so gentle..
“ I.. never wanted to stay as friends.. i’ve always dreamt of being by your side.. “
“ I’ve never thought of your flaws as some weakness, rather i thought that they gave you strength.. “
“ Scara.. no.. Kuni.. I’ve always told you that i’ll wait for you till i’m yours.. but earlier today.. it made me want to abandon that promise to protect my feelings.. “
“ I just.. love you so much to the point i cannot express it more with just my actions.. “
Scaramouche parts away from your embrace as he stares deep on your eyes, flustering you up, making you blush madly.
Seeing his gentle and serene face, made your heart swoon. it made you want to confess everything right then and there. it made you love him more.
Scaramouche opened his mouth.. and said..
Before smiling warmly at you.
“ Ever since you’ve sent me that one meme.. that you’re supposed to send to your friend. i’ve fallen for you right then and there. “ scara ruffles your hair as the wind blows through the clouds. the night sky making it a perfect scenery, and his handsome smile that can make thousands, swoon.
Turns out.. all of these is nothing but a misunderstanding.
misunderstanding the concept for all of the problems.. and overthinking.
the bane of evil, the uprising of despair.
but a single misunderstanding made something blossom into something more interesting.. more beautiful.. that i couldn’t help but shed a few tears while writing.