Jul 20, 2025
I wish my appetite would always be like it is in the morning. At night all I want to do is eat, I feel so hungry. God I have such a horrible relationship with food. Eating disorders are eating disorders even if it's an obese ED.
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I wish my appetite would always be like it is in the morning. At night all I want to do is eat, I feel so hungry. God I have such a horrible relationship with food. Eating disorders are eating disorders even if it's an obese ED.
I NEED ADVICE TO LOSE MY APPETITE OR FOR EXERCISE PURGING/THROWING UP PLEASE
I ALSO NEED LOW CAL FOODS STAT (no canned vegetables)
So, today out of what seemed to be nowhere, my B.E.D. crept up and I binged chocolate chip cookies until my sleeve literally hurt. I haven’t binged anything since my surgery and I’m literally freaking out about it. I need help. This cannot become part of my life again and it scares the crap out of me.
I’m calling my insurance company to see what they’ll cover a therapist that specializes in eating disorders. I don’t know what else to do. I can’t go back to the way my life was before my surgery. I need to calm down and get my shit together. ☹️
