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Is it just me who is kinning Robert "Bob" Reynolds so fucking hard right now? Like, I too feel like that! I, too am my own worst enemy! I, too desire love and affection but feel underserving! I, too, wish to be saved by the power of love and want someone to see the worst parts of me and still insist on hanging around!

#and it's from a Marvel Movie dear god #I want to make so much art but I have too many ideas #are we so fucking back?#robert reynolds #bob reynolds #thunderbolts*#thunderbolts #the new avengers #sentry #bob thunderbolts #the void #void thunderbolts #sentry thunderbolts #bee thinks

no thoughts just slow dancing with john price in the kitchen after a long, rough mission. the catch? you guys are living together, but you aren’t dating yet.

the music is soft but still present in the background, his big arms holding you up as you rest your head on his warm chest. the two of you are swaying back and forth, and you had never felt this soft with someone. never this delicate, and never this vulnerable.

your hand is in his much larger one, yet the two of you can still feel each other’s callouses and scars. you can feel the other’s edge, the other’s pain. it seeps through you and into him, and vise versa.

for some reason, you feel yourself begin to cry. the feeling of being safe and held in his arms was overwhelming. but he didn’t say anything. he just kissed the top of your head and squeezed you tighter.

earlier, you never would’ve thought in a million years that you would be slow dancing in your shared kitchen with your captain. with this hard, big, intimidating man.

but here you were, being held and taken care of by the only man you’ve ever truly loved. ever truly trusted.

“i’m sorry.” you murmur quietly, the tears now coming more steadily.

“it’s okay to be delicate,” he says, just as quiet. “i’ll take care of you.”

that night, you sleep in the same bed.

as you lay awake, wondering if he’ll ever be able to feel delicate and vulnerable the way you felt, you hear him grumble. he turns over to face you, pulls you closer, and whispers your name.

he whispers it as if it’s a prayer, as if it’s a secret blessing only he can speak. and you smile to yourself, realizing that maybe he already feels soft.

maybe he’s always felt soft with you.

#john price #john price x reader #john price x you #john price fluff #john price angst #call of duty #drabble #bee thinks

i love to praise ever after high for being one of the first doll lines to even tease a sapphic relationship on screen (i only say one of the first as roxxi and nevra from bratz were not confirmed until 2020), but the reality is ever after high was such a product of its time because even then, with an entire on screen kiss… they completely pushed aside any sort of development between darling and apple in favor of daring and it really sucks.

i LOVE daring, and i absolutely adore darabella. i love his arc in epic winter and i think it’s such perfect character development for him. what i don’t like, however, is that darling was such an important character in dragon games. like, the entire ending of dragon games was due to her character arc and her discovering her destiny, and… they barely show her on screen during epic winter. she gets maybe ten seconds of screentime in the background of some shots, and her and apple never even speak.

mattel had the best opportunity to give darling and apple some much needed discovery and closure during epic winter, especially after daring went through his own character arc and found out that he was destined to be with rosabella. i think it was in part that so many parents probably complained about the kiss (which is also why the “it was cpr” or “it was a friendship kiss” theories are so popular) so they pushed darling off screen in order to make parents happy, but it still drives me absolutely bonkers.

in general, i actually sincerely hate how mattel treated the charming children. it was obvious who their favorite was (daring) and i can’t fault them for that because i really do enjoy him and his arc, but dexter and darling were both routinely pushed aside and it drives me insane even all these years later.

i feel so powerful being able to understand what ali is saying to his wife like- 😎😎 yeah i dont need subtitles im that swag

#when i first saw him i was like #!!!!! an indian !!!!!#n he speaks hindi #vv epic #squid game #bee thinks #i love the little things that make me feel not Completely westernized

“The Fall” is it’s own type of experience.

#the ep is so fuckin epic #lovejoy #pebble brain #absolutely love it #concrete and the fall are fs my favorites #i also love how model buses starts out #its so awesome #bee thinks #music #i love #the fall

i will now think about goodbye by bo burnham in the context of c!wilbur. thank you https://youtu.be/cPPXDzQNR3A for that.

#it fits so well for what #wow.#just.#*AHH*#maybe i will draw some ideas for it too 👀#epic epic epic #‘am i going crazy would i even know #am i back right where i started fourteen #years ago’#IT FITS SO WELL #UGHHHHHHH #I LO VE #dsmp #c!wilbur #bee thinks #Youtube

if you’re passionate about a career/something you wish to achieve in the future then as long as you take care of yourself you can achieve those goals (in a healthy way).

#reminder to myself #and to yall :)#i feel like its something a lot of people struggle with yk?#the doubt?#but you have to take care of yourself first and ensure youre in good health to be able to achieve what you want to in a healthy way!#so lets all remember to do that :)#its kinda like if you dont have a solid root you cant have a plant yk?#or at least a healthy and thriving plant #im gunna try and let myself have a solid root #i like seeing myself improve it’s a nice feeling #like would i have accepted this type of thinking 1+ years ago? prlly not #go me :)#and i hope you all can try and think this way too!#i felt like shit shit today then talked to someone who told me to talk to my friends about it #and i talked to that first person for 2ish hours and they rlly helped me think through why i feel how i feel and how i can help myself #and i texted rachel abt shit ive been procrastinating on telling them so hopefully thatll go well #im not always going to be this steady and thats okay i just need to know if i ‘fall’ (ig?) i can always move back to where i was and #still move forward #bee Thinks

Thoughts on Normality

Does anyone actually feel like they know how to be human? I've been told my whole life not to strive for normal, because there is no such thing - everyone is a little weird. I've always felt though, that my weird is subhuman, like l'm missing some line of code that makes everyone else work seamlessly. When I was sixteen, I wrote a "Guide to Existence" for an english assignment: an essay on how be more than just alive, but remembered too. I assumed then, that I would grow into the humanness that seemed innate to all my peers. At twenty-two though, I find myself longing for manual after manual on how to be alive:

"Holding Conversation Without Making It Weird 101,"

"Crying: How Much is Too Much?"

"Dating: What to Expect for Those Nobody Wanted in High School."

The older I get, the more abnormal I feel. Which lessons did I miss on the art of being human? Was I sick the day they taught us how to function? Or was my wiring done wrong before then? Was I simply born with a missing part? I have to imagine there are more people out there who feel the same as I do. Maybe everyone feels like this, like we're all missing some sort of instruction manual. Maybe normality is one of these big lies we just know to subscribe to - the Santa Claus of the human psyche.

How is it then, that some people seem to breeze through life? At sixteen, I identified the role of confidence in existing. Maybe being normal only needs you to be confident enough to exist however you want to. Confident enough to live without the need to ask yourself if you're normal or not in the first place. But it's been six years and I know I'm most confident l've ever been, and I still feel just as alien amongst my peers and the many strangers who've passed through my life.

Does normality come with confidence, or confidence with normality?

So who has the answers? Are we all strange little creatures with no idea how to function? Is the answer to my life's biggest mystery just simply to wing it? Do I just have to accept that we're all different, without questioning the degree by which we all differ? Maybe we reach an age at which life finally starts to make sense, or does this lonely feeling of being the weird kid never leave?