I’m so tired of spending hours every day studying the world and lore and encounters and everything I can find about this campaign all to make it as fun and engaging as I possibly can so my siblings will have a good time. I like playing too, of course, but most of the time I’m doing it for them. And they can’t even bother to keep track of their character sheets. I have had to re-print them four times, usually for the same people. We’ve only played three sessions. And they don’t listen! They’re constantly talking over me, usually about things completely unrelated to the game. I keep having to explain things OVER and OVER! They won’t stop whining! It’s always “my charisma’s too low” or “I want to use a spell I don’t have” or “my initiative is too low, it’s not fair” and no matter how many magic items I give them or rules I bend it’s never enough! They always have something to complain about! And they keep doing things they KNOW will get them killed, I WARN them that if they do it they’ll die, and they do it anyway! And then throw a tantrum when I tell them we’re going to have to make them a new character! They keep saying “I didn’t mean it!” Or “can’t I have a re do?” And the first few times I was like yeah sure but after I warn them repeatedly about the consequences and they STILL do it, it gets old really quickly. My brother won’t even do his homework so we can play. He’s supposed to do it either way but he would rather do NOTHING than do his homework for like 30 minutes so we can play dnd after. We have skipped five scheduled sessions in a row. We have literally skipped more sessions than we’ve played. And yet every day when I come home from school I spend HOURS studying every minute detail of the story, memorizing everything I can, practicing voice acting for the npc’s, doing everything I can in the hopes that maybe if I make it more immersive, more fun, more… SOMETHING, they’ll finally care enough to look at me when I’m talking.