practice, practice, practice
if you’re bad at a subject that you aren’t a fan of, please keep practicing. do the math exercise even if you don’t like it. write something down, even if you do not know where to start. read the book, even if you absolutely hate reading.
i used to despise mathematics. mainly because i did not understand anything, which resulted in me only putting in minimal effort into my math work, hence the consistent “F” on my report card. but when i started asking for help, started forcing myself to do the exercise even when i didn’t want to do it, i realised that math gradually became easier.
you won’t get better overnight. no one does. and i can’t promise that you’ll get better in a week, or a month, but i can assure you, with consistent practice, and as long as you are willing to ask for help, your work will come to fruition.
now, i love math. or the parts that i understand, at least.