Just under 15 months ago I officially became a mum to my beautiful twin girls. For as long as I could remember I wanted to be a mum. I wanted nothing more than to create my own little family and be the best mother and partner I could be.
Nothing prepares you for the changes that will begin. Pregnancy was one thing (another conversation for another time) but babies, family, motherhood well that’s a completely different thing.
For quite some time I have been reflecting on my first year as a mum and have realised that I was hard on myself, I wanted to be better I always found times that I wasn’t good enough and looking back now I know I did the best I could.
I want to share my stories, my thoughts, my fears and if maybe one day someone will come along and read them and feel at peace within themselves then it will be worth my efforts. I want all parents out there to know they are not alone, we have all smashed our little bubbas heads into the corner of a door frame once.
This will be my story, my journey and experiences. Please take all I say with a grain of salt and feel free to message me any questions you may have. We are all friends here and respect and honesty are welcome.