#beryls updates

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Look at my scribbles! I officially watched all of sailor moon anime. I doodled my own sailor OC from my childhood but updated their outfit. They used to be a girl but I changed them to Agender just like meeee. Say hi to Sailor North Star/Polaris…not sure how they should be referred as. Obviously they are a woman as a sailor scout since all of them are. I’ll add their lore once I add a suitable picture that isn’t something I scribbled up on my work break. 😩 any one love sailor moon as much as they love jjba? I hope so. Sailor moon is the reason why I became a filthy weeb.

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How tf do I have such a modest size of followers but such little engagement? …Is this blog officially dead? I only have 3-4 people that still engage with my BS. (Thank you btw 💜 yall know who you are 💕) It just screws with my RSD and I know I’m not really cut out for having a good blog but I still want to try!

Maybe I’ll open my asks for SUGGESTIONS. Just SUGGESTIONS. I specify ASK SUGGESTIONS because my life is so hectic and I’m so bipolar and my energy levels and inspiration powers are turbulent like a sketchy plane with no snacks. So as of 8/8/25…Consider ASK SUGGESTIONS OPEN. Open for JJBA aaaaannnddd Sailor Moon!

Just remember: It DOES NOT GUARANTEE that I’ll do your specific suggestion. It’s not because “ew, I don’t like _____. I’m not doing shit. I’m ghosting them.” It’s because I probably don’t have the energy at that EXACT MOMENT or I just don’t have the creativity to do so. I love you all equally 💜💜💜

Also—don’t worry if I take like 6 days to 6 weeks, to 6 months. If it takes that long, it’s just gonna take it that long. (I pray it doesn’t take months but you know there’s probably more than 1 ask that I’m doing.)

That’s why I’m specifically saying SUGGESTIONS and not actual requests because I don’t want to get anyone of your hopes up. Just pretend like you’re putting your ticket in at a VERY biased deli…

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Here’s a Katherine ink job. I’m going to digitally color it like my other arts when I have the time. I’m trying newer poses that are a little more difficult so that explains why her forearm and hand look broken and weird. 😭 perspective and all that .

I’m weaning off of Abilify because it made me super unmotivated and depressed. I hope I become better again soon and productive enough to take care of this blog again and do asks. Abilify SUCKS. I’m just tired of letting people down, especially yall. I know you that follow me are waiting for me to upload some more la Squadra stuff. And I am too. I just hope that my Bipolar gets under control and my motivation goes up too.

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I feel bad that I hardly ever post on here anymore. But I just don’t feel motivated enough to post anything. All I want to do is post annoying af OCs x canon ship stuff but that’s too self indulgent and not enjoyable for people like it is for me??? I know I shouldn’t care about that but I just like the validation??? Idk. I feel like if I were a better artist maaaaybe I’d get a little more notice? I know I’m super hard on myself but sometimes you just need that little pat on the back to keep going. I know I’m not the best artist but I really love blabbing about OCs. I probably need to find a better outlet…

Ignore this word salad if this bums you out. I just needed to pour my heart out every once in a while. I don’t have a friend group rn that shares the same interests and this will just have to do until I find some…wherever that may be

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I have bipolar disorder 🥴 so have this doodle of a Ghia body pillow doodle while I cope lol. I’m gonna clean it up and color it once I hit a feel good spell.

Dolce is too excited about that pillow. Better not leave her alone with it. 😬

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Hey yall! Sorry for the lack of content! 🥲 work has been very….needy. 😭 it’s been sucking up all of my creativity! But I’ve been drawing a lot so I’m feeling a little bold and decided to post a little more art. But with actual characters/men. I’ve been practicing 😅 until I have some time to make them pretty and digitalized, enjoy Katherine gaslighting everyone about Alessi. Katherine isnt too keen on sharing a shadow type stand with a creepy man so she’s going to gaslight him to death. 😂

Text:

“This guy exposed his 2in willy to a bunch of old nuns.”

“He lost his virginity when he fell in a forest and a pine cone caught his fall.”

“GODDAMNIT! STOP GASLIGHTING EVERYONE!”

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Sorry for the radio silence. I’m actually working on a biggie thing for pt 3. 🤩 also something unhinged for La Squadra too~ it’s gonna be weird!

Also happy belated asexual awareness day! JK Rowling can suck a huge load off a dirty linoleum floor.

Also fucc the tariffs I bought a NON American economy car! Because…my old beater finally kicked the bucket 🥲 hooray for being in debt for 72 months!

💜 Beryl

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Guess who’s back??? Me!!! 😭 it’s been a long while since I have been away but now I’m back and ready to create content again!

Thank you for all of those who stuck it out and stayed with me 💜 it means the world to me 💜 I was dealing with some extreme chronic depression and I admitted myself into a inpatient treatment program for a few weeks to help me get back into a better mindset.

I have some art to post and a valentines related post that will be uploaded on Friday.

I hope everyone still remembers me lol jk 💜Beryl