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Initiation

My Little blurped on her 3 questions during initiation

I told her I’m mad/upset/disappointed 

She took it to heart 

Josh recognized my negativity 

Messaged me to say I should be her biggest supporter

instead I put her down 

I feel like my mom/aunt 

I didn’t uptalk the success of initiation and how far she’s come etc. 

I just recognized her failure for part one 

I didn’t give her a hug when my top broke at the concession of Pt2 

I kept saying I wanted to go to the beach 

She kept saying she was hungry and wanting to go home 

What’s wrong with me 

my insensitivity

my ignorance 

my lack of mindfulness 

it’s not only this semester

it’s all of my life 

What’s wrong with me

why am i weak-minded

why am I oblivious

I say I lack social relations

I say I don’t understand

but am I even trying? 

[but are these the people I want to try with? / the chapter.

and remember

open-mind. culture. navigate. adapt. all ages, backgrounds. 

Culture is different in every age, city, village, state, politics, economic class, etc. 

Sociality is different. 

If you struggle with social relations now 

How do you fare as an anthropologist? 

How do you fare in acculturating?]

You didn’t want to learn what “I ain’t no bitch” means 

You said it was useless language 

Why? How? 

He said you were arrogant. 

You are a dick. 

Why? How? 

For choosing to be ignorant

not open minded. 

What have you learned in anthropology? 

to reject,

to say no, 

will not assimilate or acculturate you

to make those social relationships 

to make those bondings 

to learn to be a member of the culture of others 

You failed your purpose of anthropology within DSP 

You could not acculturate

you only find faults

AS you are self-deprecating 

You bring that negativity to the reflection of the chapter. 

But realize you aren’t helping the cause. 

With all your words 

You aren’t acting otherwise to make it better 

(or have you? You may have tried. keep doing it. Though.)

It lacked recognition. So you stopped. 

You tried to give it positive notes. Recognition. Appreciation. 

But not always do you want to give rewards. 

Yet you are scolded when you reprimand. 

How then, do you execute or deliver your messages 

your meanings 

They can be done nicely. 

They can be truthfully and straight without hidden messages. 

You put yourself in negative light when you say things with hidden meaning that mean well. Why don’t you just say it straight so they get the nice message right away? I don’t know. Power play. Deference if I do so. Masculinity? Not even. Rudeness. Aggression. Why? 

I am excited my little initiated

But why don’t I express or truly feel it in my heart? 

Am I so lacking of sentiment? Am I to be so embodied with enthusiasm? 

I don’t understand how am I supposed to react supportively? I don’t even know how to celebrate myself, or any conception of celebrating and congratulating. I just don’t feel the joy. I don’t understand. Emotion. Culture. People. 

Am I so robotic? Am I so cold? 

Is it not enough that I wrote a letter? 

It’s missing thoughtful content. It only included your message to do what needs be done and leave the chapter. How is that inclusive and sentimental, individualistic and caring to her specifically? and not again, about you and your ideals, or you living through her, your standards. No. That is what it should not be about. 

I don’t think an apology letter is necessary for the upset I vocalized. I think a letter of deep . idk what adjective. (recognition for her sacrifices and struggle with time management through pledging) is what needs to be done.

Although she said the process was easy. There were things she spoke to Ethan about that I didn’t hear. My relationship with her is thin. I’m not sure how I affect her in the position of big. I don’t want to come off lesbian in anyway o___o” 

I’m still missing the point. I shared disappointment. Not encouragement. 

J said to mention 

- what I admire her 

- hope she makes friends, memories in dsp. 

- remember I am a listener and supporter 

- make it stoic and diplomatic. 

- shed light on my worries (and how she like beat them probably)

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