#big struggles

[mushroomgothic]

the final art project of my university diploma is here, and I am suddenly paralyzed with indecision. it’s a completely open ended drawing project, with encouragement to go big. i’ve been creating nonstop small abstract art pieces for the past month with no problem, but how do I wrap up such an important part of my life? i am known for my big, ambitious installations and I want to continue that theme, but how?

[ssvgawara]

my sophmore slump involves spending my entire sophmore year of college online and while doing thay picking up a nicotine addiction, buying illegal drugs (just pot pls), and becoming a near alcoholic i struggled with my gender and finally came to terms with it but now im in the middle of an identity crisis because i think i want to change the name i go by!! i got rid if a toxic person just to let them back into my life 2 months later and also my sleep schedule is so wack i dont know whats normal anymore but hey at least i can cheat on my calculus exam.

[nicest-of-spices]

Peaceful Piano & Soft Rain • Deep Sleep Music, Beautiful Relaxing Music, Stress Relief

Peaceful Piano Music & Rain Sounds Deep Sleep Music, Stress Relief - Without Rain Sounds: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_uEOgDU5No - Original video: https...

Nothing like listening to the rain and piano music while writing fanfiction. I swear I’m gonna post something new soon, I just hit a writer’s block and am doing a struggle. Hoping all these asks I’ve been getting will help relight that inspiration.

[sunshin3babeart]

Y'all need to grant me strength for this cityscape I'm about to draw.

[justalonelybitch]

Why is my head so smol? It's effecting the potential power of my big brain.

[gladboyaesthetiq]

the thing that fucks me up is that depression has left me feeling broken

like my life has become irreversibly changed from the way i saw things or felt or thought 

i just feel so goddamn damaged sometimes and i really dont think i can ever go back to being a “normal” person just because of the way my head has been bent

and its a big thing for me how i will always just feel different and out of place in this world

the hardest part is that im constantly torn between this raging depressive side that im forever suppressing in an attempt to lead a normal life and its like will it ever get better? or will i be old and frail and still living with this shit in my head

how can i live a full loving life with someone who doesnt understand this horrible thing i have to life with

[justahighlyfunctionalsociopath]

The worst part of being bilingual is probably coming up with a pun that requires knowledge of both languages to work and not being able to share it with anyone.