#bigenderproblems

[closetedadrian]

Closed up and quiet

Everyday is a battle in which I fight to conceal what my family won't understand.im different then they are and kind of the families rebel.. They don't understand that i don't want to be normal. That I'm not the type of person to follow everybody else. That I don't always want to be the same gender.that I chose to date whoever I want. I honestly didn't know how homophobic my family was untill I joined the lgbtq community.and honestly I'm kinda afraid of being rejected by them when ever they do find out.

I have no support 😔

[paleakatsu]

Someone buy me some girl clothes....trying to keep two closets worth of clothes is expensive!

[paleakatsu]

I wonder if I'll ever be the beautiful girl I have envisioned in my head. Or if I'll ever even find someone to love the male me and the female me equally?

[paleakatsu]

Sigh...

Thought I was feeling really manly today, heading to work...then I walked through the city centre to get to work and saw all the women in their gorgeous outfits going out for the night....wish I could look half that good as those woman...:-(

[giantism-blog]

I have this overwhelming urge to stick my dick in someones pussy :/  I think I just hit puberty. 

[homoradiation]

Being whatever I am is really strange.

Like, how I'm bigender or whatever-I-even-am.

I've been a girl for almost a week now. And it's really strange.

I mean, I'm sure that's pretty normal for some people, but it almost freaks me out.

Sometimes I'm one gender for several days without switching back or feeling caught in between somewhere. Sometimes I'm one gender for weeks, months, even years before I change back. (Pfft, that makes it sound like I transform or something. LGBT PRISM POWAAAAAAA)

It's interesting but frustrating but I'd never give up my connection to both genders because ahhhhh that'd be so boring but still it can make me feel really odd.

[homoradiation]

My masculine glasses came in today! :D ALSO RICHARD'S BEAUTIFUL CHRISTMAS PRESENT.

My friends are the best friends.

Now I have less feminine specs.

Also now I have masculine earrings.

So stoked.

So why do I have to wear a dress tonight.

: |

WHY

[homoradiation]

But in all seriousness: Pronouns

I know y'all are aware of me being bigender and the fact that I have two names: Rachael and Milo.

Well, I also don't really care which one you call me or whatever pronouns y'all use to refer to me. You can call me Rachael or Milo, he or she and I will be fine with any.

So don't worry about which gender I am on a given day. Even if I feel distinctly masculine or feminine, I don't want y'all to fret about figuring out "correct" pronouns.

OR you could always call me "Rilo" and always be right.

OR GONZO.

Yeah.

I'm a whatever.

CALL ME GONZO. 8D