#billy batson angst

[harveylikestoart]

Growning up sucks butt

[hades-gueen-king]

STOP YOUR KILLING HIM

Anyway imagine did Justice League finds out Captain Marvels identity and forcing him to stop being a hero and live a life like a normal child, like going to school, going home with food on the table, and a roof over his head, but reality they're killing him slowly by not letting him transform into Captain Marvel, because they don't understand magic but like how much magic is inside him everyday.

The weight is getting larger like he can't breathe right, almost died in his sleep and lightning cracks are farming over his body and he's starting to cough blood, It continues on until it's too late but Zeus saved him on the last second and took him back to

You guys can finish the rest like the Justice League realize that their almost killed him

[suppernerd]

“Imagine your so small and cold and scared but there’s smaller ones that are smaller and colder and more scared”

[caffeineatedpervert]

Do ever think about how the heros in the league who weren't born that way probably have major impostor syndrome?

Example #1 flash

he was a forensic scientist cop/csi with no meat on his bones and the closet he got to fight was being beat up by bullies you think this man went from that to beating up supervillans and saving the planet and had a easy mental transition? No

Next There's green lantern (hal jordan as he's the one I know most about)

this man was fighter pilot so he's not new to the danger scene I think he would more have a hard time keeping up with the league and not comparing himself to them I think the thought "they could be a better latern then me" wouldn't be uncommon for hal because the rest of the league (sans bats)they've pinpointed these powers since they were young they know what their doing (or at least it looks like they do) hal jordan was just your average man whore pilot and then a ring scouted him out for a job

Next captain marvel

Listen ok he's a child Billy batson is a child who is doing his best and based on his powers and what shazam said to him and the fact that he's a homeless child who has lost many of his loved ones he probably didn't feel worthy of the powers even before he joined the league but once he joined the league ? Oh ho ho this man/kid would feel so shitty when getting a lecture from bats or superman over a mistake in the feild not to mention with way he presents himself the league would only see him as a muscle hero and underestimate him and his intelligence (evreyones always shocked when he starts giving genuinely good and deep advice) and with that even if your nice person sometimes you little mean by accident wich is why I have headcanon that the league rumor mill isnt the nicest to the captain

[suppernerd]

Headcannon: 2019 ver billy goes back to the fair every year since he’s been able to see if he can spot his mom, he tries for that tiger plushie everyyear.

[suppernerd]

“It’s not fair…”

Thinking about all the universes where Billy becomes the captain while he’s still homeless,

[caffeineatedpervert]

A list of times the justice league witnessed captin marvel get triggered because of his trauma they have no clue because fuck you

Let's get sad bitches

Superman was reprimanding cap for doing something "reckless" he raises his voice as one does when frustrated this puts cap on edge as angry loud adult men are not good in the past even worse when they have super powers and you look up to them his reaction is reveled when flinches and steps back when supes runs his hand through his hair cap imdettley apologizes many times and runs

Cap dropped something a glass a pizza something and panicked he was no longer acting logically he was apologizing many times frantically and trying to clean up

Green arrow brings wine to celebrate a victory cap imdetlly goes rigid backs away throws up and runs away

The captin can often be found staring into space and flinches when you get his attention

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Imgine Billy avoiding getting adopted by his coworkers. Bruce or Clark or who ever else offers to adopt Billy. And like imagine if after everything Billy went through he could only think the worst. So what if Bruce has a house full of kids who say its the best? Been in that kind of house, twice. He knows everyone in that manner, but the thought alone of putting himself in a situation like that again? He can't. He just can't.

And Clark? He was adopted, yeah, but like as a baby. Billy knows the statistics, he's been the statistics. He's seen the friendly adult mask slip away, leaving nightmares for months or years later.

Captain marvel can work with superman and batman fine. But then the mask come off, marvel suddenly has things to do else where. Billy's instincts tell him to run. To go back to the safety of his home. Away from adults. Aways from other kids. Billy in his own safe place, where no one can hurt him again. It doesn't matter that the loneliness is crippling. That he doesn't have enough to eat. That the summers are too hot and the winter are cold. He is safe alone.