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I didnt want to post a link but i didnt want to edit stupid tumblr text the way it is so whatever

shout out to my boss who came into work visibly sick last week and now i’m sick on the weekend (should be illegal) and if i call out on monday he’s gonna be all like “uuuuh well i don’t call in when i’m sick ‘,:) skill issue”

#charlie chatterbox #i know he did this to me #bastard #i had shit i needed to do this werkend #bluhg

I Gave Up on trying to describe everything about this piece in words, it gave me a migraine and im just Tired. Its Done!!!! Im done!!! its been done for a few days!!! But Words Fail me. so the alt text is very basic.

@apathygender thank you so much for sending this in, she was fun to work on, but i must go eat rob liefeld now.

#fixes #she venom #marvel #marvel comics #i wanted to do a fun discussion!#to elaborate to yall exactly how things were wrong and what was probably causing it and how to spot these issues in your own art!#but my last brain cell isnt talking to me anymore bc of this!#dhsjjajakakakak #in other news i feel bad for doing something mean to one of my players characters #like this is completely irrelevant but if i don't say every dumb thing that comes to mind i will die #anyways #like it wasnt cruel? it was just the consequences of her characters actions coming back to bite her #but i Feel Bad #like the harm isnt even being done directly to her character bc its one of her favorite npcs getting hit??#which makes it worse bc she would Definitely prefer it happen to her character than to her friends #bluhg

i have the same crisis about my writing every few weeks and i never want to talk about it because it just sounds whiny ya know? like I'm looking for reassurance when really I'm sorta just looking to bitch. (like there's nothing wrong with seeking reassurance, i know that and don't hold anyone else to the same standards i hold myself bc idk, spin a wheel to decide which mental illness is causing me to be aggressively harsh on myself)

Like, ok, Im dyslexic and have complete aphantasia, and only managed to take language arts until about 7th grade, ok, so i struggle with my writing a lot because like, I want to improve. I want to be a better writer but i don't have the head to understand what being Better at writing means if that makes any sense?

like with a drawing I can pick it apart into individual segments and mull over line quality or color cohesion, or fuckin shape language or whatever, and while I'm pretty certain i could do that with writing too I don't know how to find the issues to begin with unless it's something the computer will tell me is wrong like typos or whatever. I don't have a clear chart telling me if characters are acting right, or if I'm explaining too much or too little, or if the words look right next to each other and do the thing where they make an image or voice in someone else's head. and trying to learn is Frustrating because there's no edges. There's nothing you can point to and say That's what this is supposed to be, now how do I make this look and feel more like that.

I feel like I'm blind again futzing with a skill I'm trying to learn out of spite but unlike then, ive never known what it is exactly I'm trying to achieve, and there's never going to be a day where the fog lifts and i can see what I've learned while handicapped by my own body, and be able to build from there.

#bluhg