the wrong & perfect confessions
member: kim donghyun
genre: fluffy w a lil bit of angst
summary: you’re a new trainee at BNM and the male and female trainees are going to have a special collaborative month, when a male trainee with soft brown eyes and the sweetest smile catches your eye what will you do?
requested: yes
you were a bnm trainee and you’ve trained there for only 1 month
you joined the company together with a girl called yoojung
you, yoojung and the other female trainee, somi who was already there for a few months, basically became inseparable friends
you were already known for your killer dance moves and hella sweet vocals but you struggled with high notes
all three of you did really so all of you always had fun trying to hit them and completely failing and laughing at each other
you were also super excited to meet some of the guy trainees
because according to somi, there were 4 of them and they were all gorgeous and super talented
she was friends with all four but especially close with daehwi
the boys and girls schedules never intertwined so you never saw any of the bnm boys
but when Rhymer (the CEO) announced that he was doing a special collaborative month for the female and male trainees and that the classes would be combined to create more competition so that we would all push ourselves
the thing is there were only 4 male trainees, and 3 female trainees
because of Rhymer being extremely selective and only starting the idea of idol groups very recently
you really liked Rhymer as a CEO, he gave you all quite a bit of freedom, he didn’t even have a dating ban his reason being was
the best music comes from either being in love or being heartbroken and that needs experience
but that love should never interfere with your career
anyways when you three heard the news
you all squealed and jumped around
somi basically screaming “I CAN’T WAIT TO SEE DAEHWI MY FLUFFBALL”
yoojung also being like “GUYS what if one of us have to do a couple dance with one of the trainees??!!! I’d probably faint” she ended with a giggle
you smile at your friends and try to downplay your excitement saying “hmmm it’ll be nice to learn and get feedback from the other trainees”
somi teasingly says “OH COME ONNN Y/N!! live a little i bet you’ll fall for one of the guys” she ends with a cute little wink
you blush and deny it outright “oh hell no, i want to debut and a guy will just get in the way”
“mhmm keep on telling yourself that” yoojung says disbelievingly
*time skip to the day where you meet the bnm boys*
you can’t help but to dress a bit nicer instead of a normal baggy t shirt and really worn out shorts, you wore tight sport grey shorts and a cropped loose black t shirt both super comfy and great to dance in
you look at somi and yoojung who look so much better than you actually putting effort into what they wear
anyways you enter the dance studio and there’s Rhymer who greets you three and 4 boys all extremely good looking who immediately stand up and greet you all with a bow saying
“hi! we’re the male bnm trainees, please take care of us!”
your eye catches a super sweet looking guy with jet black hair and a smile which could melt the coldest hearts
he gives you a grin making your heart surprisingly flutter
you scold yourself in your head “no no no not falling for any guys remember that y/n okay?”
the four boys then introduce themselves
the first guy, has honey blonde hair and looks so adorable and cute introduces himself super brightly as daehwi, you see him and somi waving at each other
the second guy with dark red hair and gorgeous brown eyes introduces himself in a low soothing voice as youngmin
the third guy who looks nervous but still looks confident with dark brown hair and a killer smile which showcased his adorable snaggletooth introduces himself as woojin
then you turn your attention to the fourth guy
your heart flutters again and you’re annoyed at yourself, again
you admire his soft eyes and super nice smile, in a soft sweet voice he introduces himself as donghyun
as he introduces himself he looks you straight in the eye making you want to squeal like a little girl on christmas day
you three girls introduce yourself super quickly greeting them as well
“hey it’s nice to meet you all!” you say in unison
somi and yoojung introduces themselves super confidently and brightly and then it’s your turn you feel slightly nervous but muster up your most confident tone
“hello my name i-is y/n!”
you slightly stutter in the middle because you saw donghyun whisper something in youngmin’s ear and both of them looking at you in the process
you feel self conscious wondering if they’re mocking you, you slightly frown at the thought
but on the contrary, donghyun was saying how you were super pretty even in just a training outfit
your thoughts gets interrupted by Rhymer who says to all of you
“so now since introductions are finished, i will give you a brief outline on what’s happening in the next month. in a month’s time you all will have to perform in front of your sunbaes, there will be three groups. one for vocals, one for dance and one for rap. the rap will be original lyrics from the two rappers but the music will already be produced. the vocals will be three people and they will have to compose the song and lyrics since there are more people. the dance group will be a couple dance and you will have to make a choreography designed in a couple format.”
all of you try to process everything
and there are a million thoughts in your brain but the one that stands out the most is a bit of you hoping and hoping
that you would be paired up with donghyun for the couple dance
you try to dismiss the thought but you can’t
Rhymer announces that you’ll all have about 4 hours today but then only an hour each day and everything else must be done in your spare time
he also announces he already decided the groups and starts to call out names “yoojung and youngmin for rap, daehwi, somi and donghyun for vocals and woojin and y/n for dance”
your heart sinks as you hear your name for dance paired up with woojin instead of donghyun
you give a small smile to woojin who smiles hesitantly back
you hear yoojung whisper in your ear ‘ooo couple dancing with woojin huh?”
you scold her “i’m not interested in him that way yoojung”
she just lifts an eyebrow and you roll your eyes at her antics
you look at donghyun who has a small frown on his face and as he looks up at you his face brightens and he gives you a grin
you smile back shyly trying to ignore the butterflies which keep on occurring whenever you see him
anyways everyone gets in their groups and heads to different practice rooms
you discuss with woojin about which songs you want to do
you decide on wild thoughts by rihanna agreeing it’s a good beat and it’ll be easy to do a couple dance to
woojin and you were super shy and awkward at first but then suddenly you both get super comfortable with each other and is just super in awe of each other’s dancing
surprisingly after like an hour or so woojin loosens up and so do you and is a lot of fun and jokes around a lot, the whole couple dance thing isn’t awkward at all and you both think it’s just hilarious
in a span of a couple of hours you guys become really close but not in a romantic way at all much more like siblings than anything else
by the end of your practice session you guys end up rolling with laughter than actually practicing
unknown to you donghyun and youngmin was walking past
donghyun saw you and woojin fooling around and having so much fun
he couldn’t help but be jealous of you two
he knew he was going to have a massive crush on you from the moment you entered the room
it kind of hit him again how much he already likes you, since he’s already being super jealous
he knew he felt something before from
the shy smiles you guys exchanged made his heart flutter and beat super fast
youngmin interrupted his thoughts saying “yah! donghyun you look super upset, you’re jealous aren’t you? you really like her don’t you but you haven’t even talked to her!”
“i know i haven’t youngmin-ah i want to though” donghyun replies with a sigh
youngmin gives him a cheeky smile and says “well we’re gonna change that”
he pushes donghyun into the training room and he follows
youngmin announces brightly “WE’RE HERE WOOJIN DID YOU MISS US??!!”
woojin groans “no, i really didn’t”
you laugh at the sight and greet youngmin politely “hello youngmin-ssi how’s your practice going?”
“no no don’t call me youngmin-ssi that’s too formal and makes me feel old just call me youngmin and practice is going great actually yoojung is so much fun to be with” he says with a smile
you agree wholeheartedly everyone loves yoojung
you face donghyun and you can’t help but blush and you say shyly
“hello donghyun-ssi i hope your practice is as going as well as youngmin’s”
he smiles back sweetly at you admiring how pretty you look even all sweaty and says
“it’s going pretty well but i’m struggling on a few melodies because i didn’t have time to work with somi. since she and daehwi decided to go to the convenience store to get snacks and also get fried chicken and pizza for all of us, i think yoojung went with them as well”
woojin and youngmin cheers hearing the news of food and you smile brightly thinking of how good the fried chicken and pizza will be
fried chicken and pizza over guys any day
you can’t help but want to spend more time with donghyun so consciously/unconsciously you suggest shyly to donghyun
“if you’d like before they get back i can help you with your melodies since me and somi voices are quite similar”
he grins brightly at you making you feel all warm and gooey but also relieved he didn’t shoot down your idea on the spot
he says gratefully “that’d be amazing thank you! could we go to the vocal practice room because all of my sheet notes and my guitar is there?”
“of course!” you reply feeling super nervous but excited to spend time with donghyun
woojin and youngmin look at each other with the look, youngmin whispers to woojin “new couple alert″ woojin grins back nodding
as you and donghyun leave the room woojin and youngmin shout to you two
you both blush crimson red and you give a joking bitch glare at the boys as you close the door
donghyun and you head towards the music room and you end up helping him with all his melodies
you both enjoy each other’s company a lot laughing and smiling
and every single time donghyun looks at you your heart can’t help but flutter
and you know you were going to fall really hard for this guy
he was sweet, funny, kind, handsome, had such a nice voice and you felt so happy and comfortable around him
donghyun felt the exact same way
he never met someone as like you lol the cheese
you were sweet, nice, understanding, helpful. and pretty as hell
he also couldn’t help but fall for your angelic voice
you really wanted to learn guitar and you told him so
“really?! i could teach you if you’d like?” he said sweetly
“thank you so much! if it wouldn’t be a bother of course.” you reply with a bright smile
“here i’ll give you your first lesson now” he says handing you his guitar
he tells you he’ll teach you an A major chord that being one of the most common chords
he shows you the fingering and you basically stop breathing because of how close you guys are
with his face centimetres from yours as he focuses on placing your fingers on the right strings
you both turn slightly pink at how close you two were
he tells you that the fingering is right and tells you to strum
just as you finish strumming daehwi bursts into the room
“WE’RE BACK AND CHICKEN, PIZZA, SNACKS, DRINKS ARE ALL IN THE DANCE STUDIO!!”
both of you speed into the dance studio and basically sprint to the food
everyones eating and causing so much noise
there’s so much joking, bickering, shouting and it’s just such a great group of people
you all end up being super close after like an hour of stuffing yourselves and talking
the next three weeks were a lot of fun
participating in classes with the guys was so much fun but also made it more competitive but in a good way
woojin and you basically become siblings and always have a blast dancing with each other and practices always go smoothly
your crush on donghyun just kept on growing every single day
your favourite part of the whole week is when he gives you guitar lessons
then you both eat dinner and just spend good quality time together
but you still always end up blushing when he either smiles at you or you guys have physical contact
donghyun and somi also get super close making you jealous occasionally but you always try to calm yourself and tell yourself there’s nothing between them
the actual reason why donghyun and somi were so close is because donghyun always wanted to talk about you but the guys would always tease him
somi promised not to tell you but she knew you had at least some feelings for him
he’d just always rant to her and ask her for advice
because he was falling for you harddd
he literally could never stop thinking about you and decided he’ll confess on the day of the performance
with the help of somi he organised it to the second
he was going to make a super grand and cheesy gesture in front of everyone
because that’s the type of person he is (idk if he is just let me do my shit)
you really didn’t want the month to end but sadly it did
it was the day of the performance and you were so hyped
you and woojin could do the routine while sleeping
it was super complex and so tiring to dance especially since you made a routine to the whole dance but it was so rewarding when it finishes
you were walking past the music room and what you saw and heard broke your heart into a million pieces
donghyun was there with a rose in his hand and his perfect angelic smile confessing to somi
you heard him say “i’ve liked you for so long and you always make me happy so will you be my girlfriend”
your heart shattered as you heard that one sentence
you couldn’t bear to hear somi’s response and you fled to the dance studio in tears
your heart was hurting so much
you thought the shy smiles, the guitar lessons, the long chats meant something to both of you but it didn't
it just meant something to you
he probably was just being nice and you were the fool kidding yourself he might actually like you
he likes somi he likes somi he likes somi is the only thing that was running through your mind
you slammed the door shut and ended up sobbing your back pressed against the door
you hated yourself for crying this much and being so affected by him
you were in the midst of wallowing yourself in your own tears when you felt a pair of strong arms around you grabbing you tight
he whispers soothingly into your ear as you cry into his shoulder “it’s okay y/n, i’m here okay?, it’s okay you’ll be okay.”
you finally stop crying and woojin asks you to explain what happened you tell him everything
he nods understandingly through the whole explanation
“i don’t know y/n, i personally thought he really liked you too but i don't know anymore. but you can’t this affect our performance, you need to show what he’s missing okay?”
you sniffle a bit before softly saying “thank you woojin for always being there for me and yeah i’ll give the best performance of my life, all our hard work will not go into waste”
your head think of the words rhymer said to you “love should never interfere with your career” and you promised yourself to give it your all
youngmin and yoojung finish their amazing rap, they had such great chemistry and every single word they uttered was perfect
up next was you and woojin
you put your performance face on and as the music started you felt at ease and you knew exactly what to do
you and woojin flowed so smoothly and hit every single beat, your movements were jolted and sharp but those movements easily turned into flowy soft ones
both of you just oozed confidence and all the couple dance bits made you think of donghyun even though you hated yourself for it
you both performed the routine basically perfectly
from the side of the stage donghyun was trying to fight that monster of jealousy
he tried to smile at you as you passed but you didn’t even give him a single look making him frown
he was super nervous but not only for the performance but afterwards he was gonna do a solo and confess to you
he really hoped you’d accept his confession
he practiced with somi a few times before but she said they were all to scripted and fake and told him to just wing it
cue the ahhhhh that makes sense now
yeah lol ppl donghyun ain’t a two timer
the song went super smoothly and the not a single note was wrong, the harmonisation was perfect and so was the rhythm
donghyun then got his guitar and started to speak to the crowd
“so i’ve prepared a little song for someone special and i hope you all enjoy” he said with a smile at you but frowned slightly seeing your glare
nonetheless he sang the song he's worked on, not sleeping some nights to finish a few lines
you still felt so upset knowing this song was dedicated to somi and then he had the nerve to go and smile at you?!
but you couldn’t help but fall in love all over again with is voice and the song
the song basically was a confession to this beautiful girl which you thought was somi
after he ended you couldn’t help but clap because no matter how heartbroken he was truly a talented performer
he then said “as you could tell this was a confession, every single bit of me loves this girl and she just always makes me happy and makes me feel so cared and loved for so i hope you accept my confession, this song was for you y/n.”
you’re dumbfounded and as you walk onto the stage with everyone cheering except woojin who looked even more confused than you
you say to him a bit pissed off “bu-but i saw you confessing to somi like two hours ago?!”
he blushes bright red and explains super rushed “no no no!!! i was practising how i should confess to you, and somi was pretending to be you”
your heart soared, and happiness filled you up and your brain was screaming
HE LIKES YOU, KIM DONGHYUN LIKESS YOU
you blush bright red and whisper super embarrassed “really? so you were practising to confess to me?”
donghyun heart raced and said “yes i really was”
“well then i hate you for making me cry over you for an hour but i love you and of course i accept your confession” you say sweetly smiling widely as your heart was beating a hundred miles an hour
he smiles the happiest smile you’ve ever seen and before you know it
he gently cups your face and his soft lips are on yours and your heart flutters even more as he smiles against your lips making you smile as well
you break apart and he kisses you lightly on the forehead as he holds your hand and you both walk off the stage
he then whispers into your ear “i’m sorry you had to experience the wrong confession”
“it’s okay, i still got the perfect confession in the end” you say with a smile feeling like you’re on cloud 9 and then you basically go to heaven as donghyun says
“i’m glad you think so my little angel”
gosh i'm so tired i spent so much time writing this its 2am rn and i need to go to school tomorrow and i just wanted to finish this also this was 3.5k lol it is sooo long why do i make my writing so long, i’m so sorry ppl following meee, i always feel bad i feel like I'm wasting your precious time lmao also donghyun is such a sweetheart and i can’t wait for mxm debut!! also ppl please send me messages and anon stuff like even just to talk cause i love interacting with you all, anyways I HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT!!!
