Spending list time to see if i did good or not yaaay (/sar. Kill me)
Alright. left off on the last and only transaction made on feb 1st
Gonna continue to feb 3rd and after
A lot of money entered and left my account. I'm not counting it cause I'm already aware of it and doesn't really fit the purposes of my list
Gonna jump to feb 10th and after
Alright straight off we have a small sum of money that was compensated to me shortly after by mother. Am i ever gonna start this fucking list lol
Alright there we go on feb 11th
$11.6 at a drug store to get some deodorant and toothpaste (also was first time in a while of me going out of the house completely alone without anyone knowing. It was nice but i was constantly looking over my shoulders thinking someone who knows me will recognize me)
Fuck my life man one of my nieces just got out after spending at least 10 minutes i think? Talking to me. My alone time is now 10 minutes (or more) less cause she came over and her siblings started following in at some point. Sweet kid but my time alone is less now :(
Anyways back to our miserable scheduled program
$6.7 to middle sis for some reason?
$47 for personal reasons
$0.8 probably for a soda?
$1.4 for a drink and something else i forgot
$0.8 probably for another soda
Holy fuck i have like 3 days with each having $0.8 on them lmao. Alright I'll combine them
$2.4 for sodas across 3 days
$4 transferred to middle sis to pay back for my lunch
$48.6 for secret santa gift
$2.7 maybe for a small meal
$13.4 for medicine when i was sick and had phlegm
$2.2 perhaps a snack
$6.7 for first snack run this month
$7.6 unknown reasons but i assume drinks and soda
$8.2 for second snack run this month
$4.3 for dough to make pastries for the house
$8.2 for third snack run this month cause i really really wanted soda
Another nibling just showed up but luckily he didn't stay little guy just asked what I'm doing then walked away. Also I'm hearing middle sis outside I'm guessing she came at some point
And then the $16 i just spent on fourth snack run this month
What the actual fuck most of this list is snacks
Time to add it up
$192.6. I just feel disappointed. Maybe a little sad. Didn't realize i managed to waste this much fucking money on nothing
Almost just like the list before it
I just don't fucking learn do i
Another average of almost 10.7
Snack runs alone are almost $40. That's so fucked
That's it I'm leaving my wallet at home when I'm going out of the house unless i actually fucking needed something this spending issues is gonna make me lock my fucking ass at home with chains
I can't keep doing this to myself. I'll never repay my debt to myself if i keep doing this
I guess my personal spending is technically $144 since the secret santa gift isn't mine but it came out of my account so it still counts
I'm only 36% of the way there after doing this for months. Fucking embarrassing