#bookmark-artisan

[ninthqueen]

The motivation I had yesterday to reorganize my room and redo my wardrobe is still here today! Guess whose actually going to adjust their life today!

[ninthqueen]

Decorated my sketchbook 🥰

I've been doing a course on skillshare, and even tho I can draw decently, I went right back to the basics and it's been so good for me! As a self taught artist, having someone give me instructions is so nice.

[ninthqueen]

2 months post grad is weird. I feel like I need to be preparing for school, but I know I don’t have it anymore. But, I also don’t want to stop learning. 

I think I’m going to try taking books out of the library and doing learning that way, taking notes to make me feel smart and productive, and reading a lot more. I’ve been reading so much with all my free time so I think, since I have no school work to post anymore, I’ll become a bit of a bookblr! 

Anyways, hello, I hope you’re all well and hydrated <3

[seafoamtheo]

Hello darling! I hope you're good 😊 I was thinking for the playlist thing--you've just realized you're not straight and you never have been (in honour of pride month!!) Take care!!

hello my love! this one was actually weirdly hard to put together, i think because my realisation wasn't that i was gay, but that i was a man (and therefore gay, but the gender was the more prominent realisation lmao)

instead of specifically gay music, i've put together a little playlist of things i was listening to during my first pride month as a man. hope you enjoy!!

take pride in it!

[fictionalshar]

🎨 I hope you're having a great day!!

Thank you for the ask! Hope you are having a great day too.

🎨 - what color or color(s) do you feel describes you? why?

Sage green - bc I like nature 

Baby blue - bc I’m baby and I’m calm and gentle

Soul Black - bc I can be soulless sometimes

[ninthqueen]

hey, and sorry

It has been a long, long time since I have posted, and even if I don’t have a massive amount of people following me, I still would like to be an active member of the studyblr community. 

In the past few months, really the last semester, I finally came to terms with a lot of bad things in my life that I had allowed to hurt me. Including myself. I was diagnosed with severe anxiety and depression, and I can say that just knowing there is a reason for my problems, and it isn’t just me being lazy, as most people just told me was my problem, helps a lot. 

Being a good student, having straight A’s, having a good social life, having alone time, having a job, and also living on your own, is almost too much for one person to handle. If you can keep it up healthily and happily, I envy you, but I also applaud you. 

Coming from a person who struggles to get up every morning, I can say that you will have bad days and you will have good days. Please, if you want someone to talk to, to rant to, to just even listen to, I am always open. I have been wanting to make more friends but as a socially anxious person that’s incredibly difficult. If you feel the same let me know! I won’t do anything but make you feel comfortable and welcome. We all need friends. 

In the next few months, with what time is left in the semester, I plan on being more active, more helpful, and letting myself and others know that you don’t need a perfect and flawless studyblr or life or even bedroom. My only goal is to make people happy and feel like they can relate and connect to others, and if I can only do that for one person, even if its just myself, then I’ve done what I can. 

TL;DR - Sorry for being away, i am a depressed bean but i want more friends and am always welcoming to others and wanna create a space for those who feel intimidated by immaculate studyblrs and the outlook of people’s perfect lives