#bored rant

[gh0stdotexe]

So I need to scream into a void about being Ace please someone yell back because man I am lost

Ive never really thought about it much because turns out when you lack desire or attraction theres not much reminding you or forcing to process it

But I keep falling into situations where I get very close to a person (this is the third time now), and they get feelings for me, and then everyone in my circle starts pressuring me to get with this person, and then I feel obligated to actually reciprocate when I dont like them like that.

Ive told them im aro/ace, Ive told them I have no desire for relationships, Ive told them I dont feel attraction towards people.

How is it so much more easier to respect someone whos gay, or straight, or just isnt into you? Its hard for me to reject someone because it really isnt a rejection, its just a reality. You wont find anything romantic or sexual here. Its not like I dont like you, but my definition of 'like' is more broad because as a result of not seeing any singular person as more special than the rest, I 'like' everyone. I cant give you what you want, and theres nothing to fix because im not broken and I have no desire for a relationship anyways. Why all of the respect for my identity as an aro/ace person is lost while they also may respect someone who may just not be attracted to a specific gender, or who may just have a specific taste in partner is lost on me.

I think they got that idea because I did have a romantic crush on a guy once. Hes an exception, and it probably wont work out anyways because hes leading on like 3 other guys and hes on the opposite end of me on the intensity scale when it comes to sexuality. But that still doesent automatically mean ill magically gain romantic or sexual attraction for someone and be able to reciprocate, I just liked to think about him because it was something new for me.

Why is it so difficult for someone to wrap their head around 'im not attracted to people'?

[kawaiinmagical]

meow :3 I'm in school rn. . working on a commission that my friend paid $2 [and putting in more effort than I should LOLZ] And trying to catch up assignments. . . Yes, I'm bored. Yea, Tumblr is 100% going to be blocked soon. . Dis kitty has nuthin better 2 do durin art cause I got two projectz done. . . kitty needz a break Ú_ù

[dazlinn909]

Been role playing with someone for months. They keep taking a Long time to respond which is fine life happens. But lol I keep getting the weekend off so lol it's been a month I made 1000 multiverses in your absence cause I was bored and can't draw so I forget my mind set for any of our characters now I have to try to remember which direction I was taking that exact character version of character drama.

[yourlocaldreamer]

It's funny that people still talk about how certain villains are so easily beatable on Arrow either by Oliver or another character. But it's been like that since way early on. It's a superhero TV show, a lot of characters are over or underpowered to serve the plot. I mean I still don't believe that the Green Arrow can defeat Slade/Deathstroke (which took a team to defeat in the comics) or Damian Darhk by himself but he did anyway. Regardless tho it was still entertaining to see it happen. While it was great seeing Black Siren again on TV, it did suck to see her underpowered so much on Arrow even though she was pretty powerful on The Flash. What both shows got right was that Black Siren, once caught off guard, is weak. Prometheus took her down even though she could've easily fought him off. While it might be hard to believe she could, Felicity did catch Black Siren off guard and was able to land a solid punch, which she has been learning for quite a few seasons. So just enjoy watching

[modernscarlett]

Paul Wesley is so fucking stupid.

[killingtime915]

Fuck you

I'm bored and hungry. I want to leave work already and eat pizza of some girls boobs. I also really want to learn how to play Schism by Tool on bass. I also want a thousand dollars to do whatever the fuck I want with. I think I might cry when I see Brand New next month. ...I was jk about eating pizza of someone s boobs, but that be cool though. Whatever no ones reads this shit. Later nerds!

[existentialistfortunecookies]

Whenever I see a headline that claims to show me something "as [I've] never seen it before", I inevitably sigh sadly. I actually wish to see things as I've never seen them before - that is, as it's not really possible for me to see them. Perhaps as a bat does, with echolocation. Perhaps as eldritch terrors that utterly crush the souls and minds of mortals such as ourselves.

Perhaps - though this may be asking too much - as they truly are, and not how you wish to make them appear?

[killingtime915]

I'm fucking bored!

Wish I had money to go to the show tonight, and see Toxic Holocaust, Exhumed, and fucking Mammoth Grinder. I've already see Mammoth Grinder once in Cali. At Sound and Furry 09 but it be tight to see them again. ....and I'm too lazy to paint something. On the bright side I get paid tomorrow, and start my new job next week. Going to be working 2 jobs. One full time and one part time. Fuck, let's see how it goes. The end.