#boxtalk

[vioskotty]

Unexpectedly got a bit closer to completing physical Bloody Roar series collecton lol, thank you friend. Now if only I can find the USA Xbox version of Extreme either without costing an arm and a leg orrrrr saving enough to just grab one thats available.

Sorry also for the vague posting lately uh, rl stuff got to a bad breaking point. For now it is tentatively being worked on but the legal system and certain local officials can go sit on many cacti for being no help in preventing things until now.

[emotionally-boxedin-spy]

THE SEWERS HAVE TAKEN ME

[boxhost]

Thoughts on Hoonis Boogie??

”He’s a bit… creepy sure but he’s a great person when he isn’t being creepy and NOT chasing me down.”

[vioskotty]

I’m rrally sorry if I’m ever too much in person. I never mean anything badly…I’m always trying to get better at least and to correct anything I’m doing wrong. As long as people say something in their usual voice I can take it a lot better and I’m happy to fix it. Just please forgive me for any fear/avoidance behaviors and hyper vigilance, it may take a good amount of time for those to heal after a lifetime of using it to stay “safe”. I know people I love are not the same person who made me scared, but the instinct of fear still comes back. It’s not you. Sorry also my habit of trying to be most helpful is by staying out of the way and not seen. If not specifically offered an option to join or hang out with sometimes I default back to “stay out unless you’re actually wanted.” I will try my best to keep doing better, because I know its not on other people to cater to my learned trauma responses. I hope this is an ok explanation though. Thank you for your patience.

[vioskotty]

ahhhh I’ve been spending the last few days super stressed and worried because I discovered one of my cacti had a dark brown spot hiding on it ;; went to repot it and found out the roots were definitely needing more room anyway. THEN the spot got a bit bigger and started turning white. I’ve never done it before but I chatted with some plant people/friends and cutting the infected part off seemed the best idea so now that’s done (I kept saying sorry while doing it asfkshj) and I feel really bad but I hope it makes it. Still waiting on fungicide to come in but for now I have a water/vinegar mix.

Might seem silly to care so much I dunno, but I’ve had this bab for a while and I still want to try to give it the best chance I can when everything is going how it is I guess.

Also it’s name is Bobo.

[vioskotty]

Lol when an artist complains about being called out for letting their cat outdoors unsupervised to harass and kill local wildlife like they just have no choice it oh woe is me cats can’t be controlled

Pure laziness. Gtfo with that shit, your cat deserves someone who actually cares about it and its wellbeing!!!

[emotionally-boxedin-spy]

THAT DAMNED ROBOT HAS KEPT ME LOCKED IN THIS BASEMENT FOR A MONTH NOW. I CANT SEE THE END OF THE HORIZON. EVERYTHING IS PITCH DARK. EVERY WEEK HE SLIDES A CHEESE SLICE UNDER THE DOOR.

[emotionally-boxedin-spy]

I am going to steal @emotionally-wistful-spy's possessions.

i still have a CRUMB of my youth left, so this should be easy.