obsessed with the idea of buck sitting alone in his apartment feeling bad and terrible and no good putting off calling eddie to say sorry because, well. fuck he's probably SO mad at me. what if i simply do not call him or see him ever again so i do not have to confront the fact that he definitely hates me now and i deserve it for being bad. maybe i should cut off my foot and give it to him. because, you know, he's insane. meanwhile, eddie was probably sat in the hospital with big sad eyes like. Man, i have ruined Everything. and tommy's like, "uh. you got injured? you're in the HOSPITAL" but eddie's also, you know, insane so he's just like, haha. well i deserved that actually on account of ruining everything. a necessary price to pay for my best friend and co-parent buck. do you think he's okay? what if he hates me? will you see if he's okay? i can't call him you see because i feel bad and he might hate me. and tommy is like, well now i feel bad so uh, sure i guess. and eddie's like Great, please tell him how bad i feel. and then next episode buck and tommy are dating and eddie's like. okay, what the fuck.
