Hi! I was wondering if you could help me find a fic, I've been trying to find it for weeks with no luck. It was about post-cage Sam being a bit of a wreck and Dean building him a little "time out" place in their wardrobe (with pillows and blankets) where Sam could go when he was feeling overwhelmed , I think Sam also had asthma in this. Thank you!
Hi nonnie! Good thing you mentioned the closet because that’s how I remembered this. It’s a great gen hurt/comfort fic:
Nothing to Kill or Die For by cowboyguySam is back from Hell and is one giant mess of sensory issues and hallucinations. The common cold is just not something he can easily deal with. Dean tries his best to help, because it’s Sam. Words: 6,605Tags: sam/dean gen oneshot hurt!sam broken!sam ptsd post-hell caring!dean hurt/comfort sick!sam domestic
Because I want the ages and important times for my own record. Originally here.
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Teen
aka: TEACH ME EVERYTHING I WANT TO TRY IT ALL
anal (rec)(giv) ⦁ stretching (rec)(giv) ⦁ begging ⦁ blindfolds ⦁ sensory deprivation ⦁
oral (rec)(giv) ⦁ worship (rec)(giv) ⦁ bondage ⦁ collars ⦁ safe sex ⦁ unsafe sex ⦁
degradation ⦁ fingering (rec)(giv) ⦁ public humiliation ⦁ slapping ⦁ impact play ⦁porn ⦁
humiliation ⦁ servitude ⦁ photography/video ⦁ exhibitionism ⦁ public exhibitionism ⦁ lace ⦁
voyeurism ⦁ group sex ⦁ gangbangs (rec)(giv) ⦁ petplay ⦁ painful toys ⦁ pleasure toys ⦁ sexual pain ⦁ sensation play ⦁ temperature play ⦁ leather ⦁ PVC/vinyl ⦁ costumes ⦁ lingerie ⦁ public sex ⦁ hickeys ⦁ mutual masturbation ⦁obedience training ⦁ bloodplay ⦁ watersports ⦁ glasses ⦁ role play ⦁ massage (rec)(giv) ⦁ quickies ⦁ tantra ⦁ double ended dildos (rec)(giv) ⦁ pegging ⦁ crying ⦁ double penetration ⦁ orders (rec)(giv) ⦁ seduction ⦁ flexibility ⦁ orgasm control/denial ⦁ pleasure control/denial ⦁ toys under clothes ⦁ cupping ⦁ cbt (rec)(giv) ⦁ anonymous sex ⦁ electrostim ⦁ pumping ⦁ milking ⦁ primal ⦁power exchange ⦁ total power exchange ⦁ submission ⦁ domination ⦁punishment ⦁ reward ⦁ body modification ⦁ play piercing ⦁ spanking ⦁ body modification as submission ⦁ caning ⦁ marks ⦁ biting ⦁ erotica ⦁ covert bondage⦁ footplay ⦁ vaginal (rec)(giv) ⦁ strap-ons ⦁ suspension ⦁ intercrural (rec)(giv) ⦁hair pulling ⦁ predicament bondage ⦁ switching positions ⦁ non-sexual submission ⦁ furry ⦁ non-sexual domination ⦁ unconventional toys ⦁masturbation ⦁ full bondage ⦁ encasement ⦁ forced costumes ⦁ verbal bondage ⦁ choking ⦁ bastinado ⦁ bondage furniture ⦁ food play ⦁ chastity ⦁ forced nudity⦁ high heels ⦁ psycholagny ⦁ gags ⦁ dacryphilia ⦁ urethral sounds ⦁ 24/7 ⦁ abrasions ⦁ ageplay ⦁ shibari ⦁ body painting/writing ⦁ breast bondage ⦁ caging ⦁ chakra play ⦁ clamps and clips ⦁ cross dressing ⦁ semen ⦁ phone sex ⦁ shaving ⦁ femdom ⦁ wrestling ⦁ competition ⦁ 69 ⦁ clothes on ⦁ sissification ⦁ human doll ⦁ cybersex ⦁ performances ⦁ titles (Master, Daddy, etc) ⦁ stripping ⦁fireplay ⦁ burning (rec)(giv) ⦁ makeup ⦁ swinging ⦁ cuckolding ⦁ light bondage ⦁ beating ⦁ objectification ⦁ prostitution ⦁ nyotaimori ⦁ partialism ⦁ rimming ⦁ religious play ⦁ sacred sexuality ⦁ dirty talk ⦁ self-bondage ⦁ rough sex ⦁sensual domination ⦁ sensual submission ⦁ smothering ⦁ spreader bars ⦁ subspace ⦁ domspace ⦁ teasing (rec)(giv) ⦁ fear ⦁
College/Young Adult
This, it should be pointed out, is when Jess teaches him to appreciate whole new things. Finds a new world out there. After she dies, he doesn’t lose the appreciation.
voyeurism ⦁ group sex ⦁ gangbangs (rec)(giv) ⦁ petplay ⦁ painful toys ⦁ pleasure toys ⦁ sexual pain ⦁ sensation play ⦁ temperature play ⦁ leather ⦁ PVC/vinyl ⦁ costumes ⦁ lingerie ⦁ public sex ⦁ hickeys ⦁ mutual masturbation ⦁obedience training ⦁ bloodplay ⦁ watersports ⦁ glasses ⦁ role play ⦁ massage (rec)(giv) ⦁ quickies ⦁ tantra ⦁ double ended dildos (rec)(giv) ⦁ pegging ⦁ crying ⦁ double penetration ⦁ orders (rec)(giv) ⦁ seduction ⦁ flexibility ⦁ orgasm control/denial ⦁ pleasure control/denial ⦁ toys under clothes ⦁ cupping ⦁ cbt (rec)(giv) ⦁ anonymous sex ⦁ electrostim ⦁ pumping ⦁ milking ⦁ primal ⦁power exchange ⦁ total power exchange ⦁ submission ⦁ domination ⦁punishment ⦁ reward ⦁ body modification ⦁ play piercing ⦁ spanking ⦁ body modification as submission ⦁ caning ⦁ marks ⦁ biting ⦁ erotica ⦁ covert bondage⦁ footplay ⦁ vaginal (rec)(giv) ⦁ strap-ons ⦁ suspension ⦁ intercrural (rec)(giv) ⦁hair pulling ⦁ predicament bondage ⦁ switching positions ⦁ non-sexual submission ⦁ furry ⦁ non-sexual domination ⦁ unconventional toys ⦁masturbation ⦁ full bondage ⦁ encasement ⦁ forced costumes ⦁ verbal bondage ⦁ choking ⦁ bastinado ⦁ bondage furniture ⦁ food play ⦁ chastity ⦁ forced nudity⦁ high heels ⦁ psycholagny ⦁ gags ⦁ dacryphilia ⦁ urethral sounds ⦁ 24/7 ⦁ abrasions ⦁ ageplay ⦁ shibari ⦁ body painting/writing ⦁ breast bondage ⦁ caging ⦁ chakra play ⦁ clamps and clips ⦁ cross dressing ⦁ semen ⦁ phone sex ⦁ shaving ⦁ femdom ⦁ wrestling ⦁ competition ⦁ 69 ⦁ clothes on ⦁ sissification ⦁ human doll ⦁ cybersex ⦁ performances ⦁ titles (Master, Daddy, etc) ⦁ stripping ⦁fireplay ⦁ burning (rec)(giv) ⦁ makeup ⦁ swinging ⦁ cuckolding ⦁ light bondage ⦁ beating ⦁ objectification ⦁ prostitution ⦁ nyotaimori ⦁ partialism ⦁ rimming ⦁ religious play ⦁ sacred sexuality ⦁ dirty talk ⦁ self-bondage ⦁ rough sex ⦁sensual domination ⦁ sensual submission ⦁ smothering ⦁ spreader bars ⦁ subspace ⦁ domspace ⦁ teasing (rec)(giv) ⦁ fear ⦁
After Hell (Soulless)
Without a soul or emotions, you just don’t seem to care. The only things he seems to really object to are situations where they expect him to give a damn afterwards.
“If I’d known I was having a visitor, I would have put on my good shirt.”
Ah yes, Sammy, hilarious.
The man was doing his best to ignore the voice, the damn devil that sat on his desk, moving to the end of the bed. At least he could sit up when someone talked to him- even if they were probably lost.
When night comes, when I sleep, there's another corner in my room. I can't see it, because I'm dreaming. But I know it's there. There's a fifth corner, suddenly out of nowhere, where it shouldn't be. It's like a door opens, and then there it is. And he's always there. Standing in the corner. He's got his back to me. I don't know why. But he's always there. And even though I can't see his face I can tell he's watching me. I don't think he needs eyes to watch me. I think where he's from no one needs eyes. They have other ways of seeing things.
You've said this before.
Have I?
Yeah. Where is he from?
I don't know. Somewhere far away. And underneath. Like when you flip over a board lying on the ground and there's all these bugs underneath. But it's not quite like that.
No?
No. It's more like you flip over a board and you see it's not the ground under there but a whole ocean, big and black, and there are things looking up at you from down there, watching you. They've been watching you all this time.
